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〃Mamma；〃　said　he；　with　that　tranquillity　which　sat　so　well　on　him；　〃don't　you　think　Alfred　Hardie　is　spoony　upon　our　Julia？〃

Mrs。　Dodd　suppressed　a　start；　and　（perhaps　to　gain　time　before　replying　sincerely）　said　she　had　not　the　honour　of　knowing　what　〃spoony〃　meant。

〃Why；　sighs　for　her；　and　dies　for　her；　and　fancies　she　is　prettier　than　Miss　Hardie。　He　must　be　over　head　and　ears　to　think　that。〃

〃Fie；　child！　〃　was　the　answer。　〃If　I　thought　so；　I　should　withdraw　from　their　acquaintance。　Excuse　me；　I　must　put　on　my　bonnet　at　once；　not　to　lose　this　fine　afternoon。〃

Edward　did　not　relish　her　remark：　it　menaced　more　Spoons　than　one。　However；　he　was　not　the　man　to　be　cast　down　at　a　word：　he　lighted　a　cigar；　and　strolled　towards　Hardie's　house。　Mr。　Hardie；　senior；　had　left　three　days　ago　on　a　visit　to　London；　Miss　Hardie　received　him；　he　passed　the　afternoon　in　calm　complacency；　listening　reverently　to　her　admonitions；　and　looking　her　softly　out　of　countenance；　and　into　earthly　affections；　with　his　lion　eyes。

Meantime　his　remark；　so　far　from　really　seeming　foolish　to　Mrs。　Dodd；　was　the　true　reason　for　her　leaving　him　so　abruptly　〃Even　this　dear　slow　Thing　sees　it；〃　thought　she。　She　must　talk　to　Julia　more　seriously；　and　would　go　to　the　school　at　once。　She　went　up…stairs；　and　put　on　her　bonnet　and　shawl　before　the　glass；　then　moulded　on　her　gloves；　and　came　down　equipped。　On　the　stairs　was　a　large　window；　looking　upon　the　open　field；　she　naturally　cast　her　eyes　through　it　in　the　direction　she　was　going；　and　what　did　she　see　but　a　young　lady　and　gentleman　coming　slowly　down　the　path　towards　the　villa。　Mrs。　Dodd　bit　her　lip　with　vexation；　and　looked　keenly　at　them；　to　divine　on　what　terms　they　were。　And　the　more　she　looked　the　more　uneasy　she　grew。

The　head；　the　hand；　the　whole　body　of　a　sensitive　young　woman　walking　beside　him　she　loves；　betray　her　heart　to　experienced　eyes　watching　unseen；　and　especially　to　female　eyes。　And　why　did　Julia　move　so　slowly；　especially　after　that　warning　？　Why　was　her　head　averted　from　that　encroaching　boy；　and　herself　so　near　him？　Why　not　keep　her　distance；　and　look　him　full　in　the　face？　Mrs。　Dodd's　first　impulse　was　that　of　leopardesses；　lionesses；　hens；　and　all　the　mothers　in　nature；　to　dart　from　her　ambush　and　protect　her　young；　but　she　controlled　it　by　a　strong　effort；　it　seemed　wiser　to　descry　the　truth；　and　then　act　with　resolution：　besides；　the　young　people　were　now　almost　at　the　shrubbery；　so　the　mischief　if　any；　was　done。

They　entered　the　shrubbery。

To　Mrs。　Dodd's　surprise　and　dismay；　they　did　not　come　out　this　side　so　quickly。　She　darted　her　eye　into　the　plantation；　and　lo！　Alfred　had　seized　the　fatal　opportunity　foliage　offers；　even　when　thinnish：　he　held　Julia's　hand；　and　was　pleading　eagerly　for　something　she　seemed　not　disposed　to　grant；　for　she　turned　away　and　made　an　effort　to　leave　him。　But　Mrs。　Dodd；　standing　there　quivering　with　maternal　anxiety；　and　hot　with　shame；　could　not　but　doubt　the　sincerity　of　that　graceful　resistance。　If　she　had　been　quite　in　earnest；　Julia　had　fire　enough　in　her　to　box　the　little　wretch's　ears。　She　ceased　even　to　doubt；　when　she　saw　that　her　daughter's　opposition　ended　in　his　getting　hold　of　two　hands　instead　of　one；　and　devouring　them　with　kisses；　while　Julia　still　drew　her　head　and　neck　away；　but　the　rest　of　her　supple　frame　seemed　to　yield　and　incline；　and　draw　softly　towards　her　besieger　by　some　irresistible　spell。

〃I　can　bear　no　more！〃　gasped　Mrs。　Dodd　aloud；　and　turned　to　hasten　and　part　them；　but　even　as　she　curved　her　stately　neck　to　go；　she　caught　the　lovers'　parting；　and　a　very　pretty　one　too；　if　she　could　but　have　looked　at　it；　as　these　things　ought　always　to　be　looked　at：　artistically。

Julia's　head　and　lovely　throat；　unable　to　draw　the　rest　of　her　away；　compromised：　they　turned；　declined；　drooped；　and　rested　one　half　moment　on　her　captor's　shoulder；　like　a　settling　dove：　the　next；　she　scudded　from　him；　and　made　for　the　house　alone。

Mrs。　Dodd；　deeply　indignant；　but　too　wise　to　court　a　painful　interview；　with　her　own　heart　beating　high；　went　into　the　drawing…room；　and　there　sat　down；　to　recover　some　little　composure。　But　she　was　hardly　seated　when　Julia's　innocent　voice　was　heard　calling　〃Mamma；　mamma！〃　and　soon　she　came　bounding　into　the　drawing…room；　brimful　of　good　news；　her　cheeks　as　red　as　fire　and　her　eyes　wet　with　happy　tears；　and　there　confronted　her　mother；　who　had　started　up　at　her　footstep；　and　now；　with　one　hand　nipping　the　back　of　the　chair　convulsively；　stood　lofty；　looking　strangely　agitated　and　hostile。

The　two　ladies　eyed　one　another；　silent；　yet　expressive；　like　a　picture　facing　a　statue；　but　soon　the　colour　died　out　of　Julia's　face　as　well；　and　she　began　to　cower　with　vague　fears　before　that　stately　figure；　so　gentle　and　placid　usually；　but　now　so　discomposed　and　stern。


〃Where　have　you　been；　Julia？〃

〃Only　at　the　school；〃　she　faltered。

〃Who　was　your　companion　home？〃

〃Oh；　don't　be　angry　with　me！　It　was　Alfred。〃

〃Alfred！　His　Christian　name！　You　try　my　patience　too　hard。〃

〃Forgive　me。　I　was　not　to　blame　this　time；　indeed！　indeed！　You　frighten　me。　What　will　become　of　me？　What　have　I　done　for　my　own　mamma　to　look　at　me　so？〃

Mrs。　Dodd　groaned。　〃Was　that　young　coquette　I　watched　from　my　window　the　child　I　have　reared　？　No　face　on　earth　is　to　be　trusted　after　this。　'What　have　you　done'　indeed？　Only　risked　your　own　mother's　esteem；　and　nearly　broken　her　heart！〃　And　with　these　words　her　own　courage　began　to　give　way；　and　she　sank　into　a　chair　with　a　deep　sigh。

At　this　Julia　screamed；　and　threw　herself　on　her　knees　beside　her；　and　cried　〃Kill　me！　oh；　pray　kill　me！　but　don't　drive　me　to　despair　with　such　cruel　words　and　looks！〃　and　fell　to　sobbing　so　wildly　that　Mrs。　Dodd　altered　her　tone　with　almost　ludicrous　rapidity。　〃There；　do　not　terrify　me　with　your　impetuosity；　after　grieving　me　so。　Be　calm；　child；　let　me　see　whether　I　cannot　remedy　your　sad　imprudence；　and；　that　I　may；　pray　tell　me　the　whole　truth。　How　did　this　come　about？〃

In　reply　to　this　question；　which　she　somewhat　mistook；　Julia　sobbed　out；　〃He　met　me　c…coming　out　of　the　school；　and　asked　to　s…see　me　home。　I　said　'No　thank　you；'　because　I　th…thought　of　your　warning。　'Oh　yes！'　said　he；　and　_would_　walk　with　me；　and　keep　saying　he　loved　me。　So；　to　stop　him；　I　said；　'M…much　ob…liged；　but　I　was　b…busy　and　had　no　time　to　flirt。'　'Nor　have　I　the　in…inclination；'　said　he。　'That　is　not　what　others　say　of　you；'　said　Iyou　know　what　you　t…told　me；　mammaso　at　last　he　said　d…did　ever　he　ask　any　lady　to　be　his　wife？　'I　suppose　not；'　said　I；　'or　you　would　be　p…p…private　property　by　now　instead　of　p…public。'〃

〃Now　there　was　a　foolish　speech；　as　much　as　to　say　nobody　could　resist　him。〃

〃W…wasn't　it？　And　n…no　more　they　could。　You　have　no　idea　how　he　makes　love；　_so_　unladylike：　keeps　advancing　and　advancing；　and　never　once　retreats；　nor　even　st…ops。　'But　I　ask　_you_　to　be　my　wife；'　said　he。　Oh；　mamma；　I　trembled　so。　Why　did　I　tremble？　I　don't　know。　I　made　myself　cold　and　haughty；　'I　should　make　no　reply　to　such　ridiculous　questions；　say　that　to　mamma；　if　you　dare！'　I　said。〃

Mrs。　Dodd　bit　her　lip；　and　said；　〃Was　there　ever　such　simplicity？〃

〃Simple！　Why　that　was　my　cunning。　You　are　the　only　creature　he　is　afraid　of；　so　I　thought　to　stop　his　mouth　with　you。　But　instead　of　that；　my　lord　said　calmly；　'That　was　understood；　he　loved　me　too　well　to　steal　me　from　her　to　whom　he　was　indebted　for　me。'　Oh；　he　has　always　an　answer　ready。　And　that　makes　him　such　a　p…pest。〃

〃It　was　an　answer　that　did　him　credit。〃

〃Dear　mamma！　now　did　it　not？　Then　at　parting　he　said　he　would　come　to…morrow；　and　ask　you　for　my　hand；　but　I　must　intercede　with　you　first；　or　you　would　be　sure　to　say　'No。'　So　I　declined　to　interfere：　'W…w…what　was　it　to　me？'　I　said。　He　begged　and　prayed　me：　'Was　it　likely　you　would　give　him　such　a　treasure　as　Me　unless　I　stood　his　friend？'　（For　the　b…b…brazen　Thing　turns　humble　now　and　then。）　And；　oh；　mamma；　he　did　so　implore　me　to　pity　him；　and　kept　saying　no　man　ever　loved　as　he　loved　me；　and　with　his　begging　and　praying　me　so　passionatelyoh；　so　passionatelyI　felt　something　warm　drop　from　his　poor　eyes　on　my　hand。　Oh！　oh！　oh！　oh！What　could　I　do？　And　then；　you　know；　I　wanted　to　get　away　from　him。　So　I　am　afraid　I　did　just　say　'Yes。'　But　only　in　a　whisper。　Mamma！　my　own；　good；　kind；　darling　mamma；　have　pity　on　him　and　on　me；　we　love　one　another　so。〃

A　shower　of　tender　tears　gushed　out　in　support　of　this　appeal　and　in　a　moment　she　was　caught　up　with　Love's　mighty　arms；　and　her　head　laid　on　her　mother's　yearning　bosom。　No　word　was　needed　to　reconcile　these　two。

After　a　long　silence；　Mrs。　Dodd　said　this　would　be　a　warning　never　to　judge　her　sweet　child　from　a　distance　again；　nor　unheard。　〃And　therefore；〃　said　she；　〃let　me　hear　from　your　own　lips　how　so　serious　an　attachment　could　spring　up。　Why；　it　is　scarcely　a　month　since　you　were　first　introduced　at　that　ball。〃

〃Mamma；〃　murmured　Julia；　hanging　her　head；　〃you　are　mistaken；　we　knew　each　other　before。〃

Mrs。　Dodd　looked　all　astonishment。

〃Now　I　_will_　ease　my　heart；〃　said　Julia；　impetuously；　addressing　some　invisible　obstacle。　〃I　tell　you　I　am　sick　of　having　secrets　from　my　own　mother。〃　And　with　this　out　it　all　came。　She　told　the　story　of　her　heart　better　than　I　have；　and；　woman…like；　dwelt　on　the　depths　of　loyalty　and　delicate　love　she　had　read　in　Alfred's　moonlit　face　that　night　at　Henley。　She　said　no　eloquence　could　have　touched　her　like　it。　〃Mamma；　something　said　to　me；　'Ay；　look　at　him　well；　for　that　is　your　husband　to　be。'〃　She　even　tried　to　solve　the　mystery　of　her　_soi…disant_　sickness：　〃I　was　disturbed　by　a　feeling　so　new　and　so　powerful；*　but；　above　all；　by　having　a　secret　from　you；　the　firstthe　last。〃

*Perhaps　even　this　faint　attempt　at　self…analysis　was　due　to　the　influence　of　Dr。　Whately。　For；　by　nature；　young　ladies　of　this　age　seldom　turn　the　eye　inward。

〃Well；　darling；　then　why　have　a　secret？　Why　not　trust　me；　your　friend　as　well　as　your　mother？〃

〃Ah！　why；　indeed？　I　am　a　puzzle　to　myself。　I　wanted　you　to　know；　and　yet　I　could　not　tell　you。　I　kept　giving　you　hints；　and　hoped　so　you　would　take　them；　and　make　me　speak　out。　But　when　I　tried　to　tell　you　plump；　something　kept　pullpullpulling　me　inside；　and　I　couldn't。　Mark　my　words！　some　day　it　will　turn　out　that　I　am　neither　more　nor　less　than　a　fool。〃

Mrs。　Dodd　slighted　this　ingenious　solution。　She　said；　after　a　moment's　reflection；　that　the　fault　of　this　misunderstanding　lay　between　the　two。　〃I　remember　now　I　have　had　many　hints；　my　mind　must　surely　have　gone　to　sleep。　I　was　a　poor　simple　woman　who　thought　her　daughter　was　to　be　always　a　child。　And　you　were　very　wrong　to　go　and　set　a　limit　to　your　mother's　love：　there　is　nonenone　whatever。〃　She　added：　〃I　must　import　a　little　prudence　and　respect　for　the　world's　opinion　into　this　new　connection；　but　whoever　you　love　shall　find　no　enemy　in　me。〃

Next　day　Alfred　came　to　know　his　fate。　He　was　received　with　ceremonious　courtesy。　At　first　he　was　a　good　deal　embarrassed；　but　this　was　no　sooner　seen　than　it　was　relieved　by　Mrs。　Dodd　with　tact　and　gentleness。　When　her　turn　came；　she　said；　〃Your　papa？　Of　course　you　have　communicated　this　step　to　him？〃

Alfre