epeters.amorbidtasteforbones-第23章
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a profitable night hung heavy upon him； wasted as worship； useless as thought； as long and dreary and tedious a night as he had ever passed。
The first dove…grey softening of the darkness came as a blessing； bringing release at least within sight。 The narrow space of sky seen through the altar window changed from grey to pale； clear green； from green to saffron； from saffron to gold； a cloudless morning； the first sunray piercing through the slit and falling on the altar； the reliquary； the shrouded body； and then striking like a golden sword across the chapel； leaving Columbanus in darkness。 Still he lay rigid； yet breathing deeply and softly； and no touch or word could reach him。
He was in the same condition when Prior Robert came with his fellows； and Sioned with Annest in attendance； and all the people from the village and the nearby holdings； silent and watchful as before； to see the end of this three…night vigil。
Sioned was the first to enter； and the dimness within； after the brightness without； made her blind for a moment； so that she halted in the doorway until her eyes should grow accustomed to the change。 Prior Robert was close behind her when she saw the soles of Brother Columbanus's sandals upturned before her； just touched by the sunray from the window； while the rest of him lay still in shadow。 Her eyes widened in wonder and horror； and before Cadfael could rise and turn to reassure her she had uttered a sharp cry： 〃What is it？ Is he dead？〃
The prior put her aside quickly； and strode past her； and was brought up short with his foot on the hem of Columbanus' habit。
〃What happened here？ Columbanus！ Brother！〃 He stooped and laid his hand upon a rigid shoulder。 Columbanus slept and dreamed on； unmoved and unmoving。 〃Brother Cadfael； what does this mean？ What has befallen him？〃
〃He is not dead；〃 said Cadfael； putting first things first； 〃nor do I think he is in any danger。 He breathes like a man peacefully sleeping。 His colour is good； he is cool to the touch； and has no injury。 Simply； at midnight he suddenly stood up before the altar； and spread out his arms and fell forward thus in trance。 He has lain all night like this； but without distress or agitation。〃
〃You should have called us to his aid；〃 said the prior； shaken and dismayed。
〃I had also a duty；〃 said Cadfael shortly； 〃to remain here and keep the vigil I was sent to keep。 And what could have been done for him more than I have done； in giving him a pillow for his head and a cover against the chill of the night？ Nor； I think； would he have been grateful if we had carried him away before the appointed time。 Now he has kept his own watch faithfully； and if we cannot rouse him we may bear him away to his bed； without doing violence to his sense of duty。〃
〃There is something in that；〃 said Brother Richard earnestly； 〃for you know that Brother Columbanus has several times been visited and favoured by visions； and it might have been a great wrong to take him away from the very place where such blessings befell him。 An offence； perhaps； against the saint herself； if she was pleased to reveal herself to him。 And if that is so； then he will awake when the time is right that he should； and it might do him great harm to try and hasten the hour。〃
〃It is true；〃 said the prior； a little reassured； 〃that he seems at peace； and has a good colour； and no sign of trouble or pain。 This is most strange。 Is it possible that this young brother will be the occasion of another such prodigy as when his affliction first drew us to Saint Winifred？〃
〃He was the instrument of grace once；〃 said Richard； 〃and may be so again。 We had better carry him down to his bed at Cadwallon's house； and keep him quiet and warm； and wait。 Or had we not better take him to Father Huw's parsonage； so that he may be close to the church？ It may be that his first need will be to give thanks。〃
With a heavy altar…cloth and their girdles they made a sling in which to carry Columbanus； lifting him from the floor； stiff as a branch； even his extended arms still rigid。 They laid him on his back in their improvised litter； and he suffered whatever they did to him； and made no sound or sign。 A few of the watching natives； moved and awed by the spectacle； came forward to lend a hand in carrying him down through the forest to Huw's house。 Cadfael let them go。 He turned to look at Sioned； as she was looking at him； with dubious and speculative eyes。
〃Well； I； at least；〃 he said； 〃am in my right senses； and can and will do what you have asked of me。〃 And he stepped to Rhisiart's side； and laid his hand upon the dead man's heart； and signed his forehead with a cross。
She walked beside him as they followed the slow procession down towards the village。
〃What more can we do？ If you know of anything； only tell me。 We have not been favoured so far。 And today is to be his burial。〃
〃I know it；〃 said Cadfael； and brooded。 〃As for this affair in the night； I'm torn two ways。 I should think it possible it was all planned； to reinforce our cause with another miracle； but for two things。 To me Prior Robert's amazement and concern； however I look at them； seem to be true and not false。 And Columbanus has shown these strange properties before； and the way they overtake him is violent and perilous； and it's hard to believe he is feigning。 A tumbler at a fair； making his living by playing the devil with his own body； could not outdo Columbanus when the fit es on him。 I am not able to judge。 I think there are some who live on a knife…edge in the soul； and at times are driven to hurl themselves into the air； at the mercy of heaven or hell which way to fall。〃
〃All I know；〃 said Sioned； burning darkly red like a slow torch； 〃is that my father whom I loved is murdered； and I want justice on the murderer； and I do not want a blood price。 There is no price I will accept for Rhisiart's blood。〃
〃I know； I know！〃 said Cadfael。 〃I am as Welsh as you。 But keep a door open to pity； as who knows when you or I may need it！ And have you spoken with Engelard？ And is all well with him？〃
She quivered and flushed and softened beside him； like a frost…blighted flower miraculously revived by a southern wind。 But she did not answer。 There was no need。
〃Ah； you'll live！〃 said Brother Cadfael； satisfied。 〃As he'd want you to。 Even if he did set his face against； like a proper Welsh lord。 You'd have got your way in the end； you were right about that。 And listen； I have thought of two things you should yet do。 We must try whatever we can。 Don't go home now。 Let Annest take you to Bened's smithy to rest； and the both of you e to Mass。 Who knows what we may learn once our half…fledged saint regains his senses？ And then； also； when you bury your father； make certain Peredur es with his father。 He might try to avoid else； if he's eluded you this far； but if you ask him； he cannot refuse。 I am still in more minds than one； and none of them very clear； concerning Master Peredur。〃
Chapter Eight
It was the little brazen bell ringing for Mass that penetrated Brother Columbanus' enchanted sleep at last。 It could not be said that it awoke him； rather it caused him to open his closed eyes； quiver through all his frozen members； flex his stiff arms； and press his re…quickened hands together over his breast。 Otherwise his face did not change； nor did he seem to be aware of those who were gathered anxiously about the bed on which he lay。 They might not have been there at all。 All Brother Columbanus responded to was the bell； the first call to worship。 He stirred and sat up。 He rose from the bed； and stood firmly on his feet。 He looked radiant； but still private and apart。
〃He is preparing to take his usual place with us；〃 said the prior； moved and awed。 〃Let us go； and make no attempt yet to rouse him。 When he has given thanks he'll e back to us； and speak out what he has experienced。〃
And he led the way to the church； and as he had supposed； Columbanus fell into his usual place as the youngest in the attendant brotherhood now that John was disgraced； and followed modestly； and modestly took part in the service； still like a man in a dream。
The church was full as it would hold； and there were more people clustered outside the doorway。 The word had gone round already that something strange and wonderful had happened at Saint Winifred's chapel； and revelations might very well follow at Mass。
Not until the end did any further change occur in the condition of Brother Columbanus。 But when the prior； slowly and expectantly； as one turning a key and almost confident of entry； took the first step towards the doorway； suddenly Columbanus gave a great start； and uttered a soft cry； staring wonderingly about him at all these known faces。 His own visage came to life； smiling。 He put out a hand as if to arrest the prior's departure； and said in a high voice： 〃Oh； Father； I have been so blessed； I have known such bliss！ How did I e here； when I know I was elsewhere； and translated out of night's darkness into so glorious a light？ And surely this is again the world I left！ A fair world enough； but I have been in a fairer； far beyond any deserts of mine。 Oh； if I could but tell you！〃
Every eye was upon him； and every ear stretched to catch his least word。 Not a soul left the church； rather those without crowded in closer。
〃Son；〃 said Prior Robert； with unwontedly respectful kindness； 〃you are here among your brothers； engaged in the worship of God； and there is nothing to fear and nothing to regret； for the visitation granted you was surely meant to inspire and arm you to go fearless through an imperfect world； in the hope of a perfect world hereafter。 You were keeping night watch with Brother Cadfael at Saint Winifred's chapel…do you remember that？ In the night something befell you that drew your spirit for a time away from us； out of the body； but left that body unharmed and at rest like a child asleep。 We brought you back here still absent from us in the spirit； but now you are here with us again； and all is well。 You have been greatly privileged。〃
〃Oh； greatly； far more than you know；〃 sang Columbanus； glowing like a pale lantern。 〃I am the messenger of such goodness； I am the instrument of reconciliation and peace。 Oh； Father。。。。 Father Huw。。。 brothers。。。 let me speak out here before all； for what I am bidden to tell concerns all。〃
Nothing； thought Cadfael； could have stopped him； so plainly did his heavenly embassage override any objection mere prior or priest might muster。 And Robert was proving surprisingly pliant in accepting this transfer of authority。 Either he already knew that the voice from heaven was about to say something entirely favourable to his plans and conducive to his glory； or else he was truly impressed； and inclining heart and ear to listen as devoutly as any man there present。
〃Speak freely； brother；〃 he said； 〃let us share your joy。〃
〃Father； at the hour of midnight as I knelt before the altar I heard a sweet voice crying my name； and I arose and went forward to obey the call。 What happened to my body then I do not know； you tell me it was lying as if asleep when you came。 But it seemed to me that as I stepped towards the altar there was suddenly a soft； golden light all about it； and ther
