道林格雷的画像_奥斯卡·王尔德-第21章
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〃it was a very disappointing confession。〃
〃why； what did you expect； dorian？ you didnt see anything else in the picture； did you？ there was nothing else to see？〃
〃no； there was nothing else to see。 why do you ask？ but you mustnt talk about worship。 it is foolish。 you and i are friends； basil； and we must always remain so。〃
〃you have got harry；〃 said the painter sadly。
〃oh； harry！〃 cried the lad； with a ripple of laughter。 〃harry spends his days in saying what is incredible and his evenings in doing what is improbable。 just the sort of life i would like to lead。 but still i dont think i would go to harry if i were in trouble。 i would sooner go to you； basil。〃
〃you will sit to me again？〃
〃impossible！〃
〃you spoil my life as an artist by refusing； dorian。 no man es across two ideal things。 few e across one。〃
〃i cant explain it to you； basil； but i must never sit to you again。 there is something fatal about a portrait。 it has a life of its own。 i will e and have tea with you。 that will be just as pleasant。〃
〃pleasanter for you； i am afraid；〃 murmured hallward regretfully。 〃and now good…bye。 i am sorry you wont let me look at the picture once again。 but that cant be helped。 i quite understand what you feel about it。〃
as he left the room； dorian gray smiled to himself。 poor basil！ how little he knew of the true reason！ and how strange it was that； instead of having been forced to reveal his own secret； he had succeeded； almost by chance； in wresting a secret from his friend！ how much that strange confession explained to him！ the painters absurd fits of jealousy； his wild devotion； his extravagant panegyrics； his curious reticences he understood them all now； and he felt sorry。 there seemed to him to be something tragic in a friendship so coloured by romance。
he sighed and touched the bell。 the portrait must be hidden away at all costs。 he could not run such a risk of discovery again。 it had been mad of him to have allowed the thing to remain； even for an hour； in a room to which any of his friends had access。
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Chapter 10
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when his servant entered； be looked at him steadfastly and wondered if he had thought of peering behind the screen。 the man was quite impassive and waited for his orders。 dorian lit a cigarette and walked over to the glass and glanced into it。 he could see the reflection of victors face perfectly。 it was like a placid mask of servility。 there was nothing to be afraid of； there。 yet he thought it best to be on his guard。
speaking very slowly； he told him to tell the house…keeper that he wanted to see her； and then to go to the frame…maker and ask him to send two of his men round at once。 it seemed to him that as the man left the room his eyes wandered in the direction of the screen。 or was that merely his own fancy？
after a few moments； in her black silk dress； with old…fashioned thread mittens on her wrinkled hands； mrs。 leaf bustled into the library。 he asked her for the key of the schoolroom。
〃the old schoolroom； mr。 dorian？〃 she exclaimed。 〃why； it is full of dust。 i must get it arranged and put straight before you go into it。 it is not fit for you to see； sir。 it is not； indeed。〃
〃i dont want it put straight； leaf。 i only want the key。〃
〃well； sir； youll be covered with cobwebs if you go into it。 why； it hasnt been opened for nearly five yearsnot since his lordship died。〃
he winced at the mention of his grandfather。 he had hateful memories of him。 〃that does not matter；〃 he answered。 〃i simply want to see the place that is all。 give me the key。〃
〃and here is the key； sir；〃 said the old lady； going over the contents of her bunch with tremulously uncertain hands。 〃here is the key。 ill have it off the bunch in a moment。 but you dont think of living up there； sir； and you so fortable here？〃
〃no； no；〃 he cried petulantly。 〃thank you； leaf。 that will do。〃
she lingered for a few moments； and was garrulous over some detail of the household。 he sighed and told her to manage things as she thought best。 she left the room； wreathed in smiles。
as the door closed； dorian put the key in his pocket and looked round the room。 his eye fell on a large； purple satin coverlet heavily embroidered with gold； a splendid piece of late seventeenth…century venetian work that his grandfather had found in a convent near bologna。 yes； that would serve to wrap the dreadful thing in。 it had perhaps served often as a pall for the dead。 now it was to hide something that had a corruption of its own； worse than the corruption of death itself something that would breed horrors and yet would never die。 what the worm was to the corpse； his sins would be to the painted image on the canvas。 they would mar its beauty and eat away its grace。 they would defile it and make it shameful。 and yet the thing would still live on。 it would be always alive。
he shuddered； and for a moment he regretted that he had not told basil the true reason why he had wished to hide the picture away。 basil would have helped him to resist lord henrys influence； and the still more poisonous influences that came from his own temperament。 the love that he bore himfor it was really love had nothing in it that was not noble and intellectual。 it was not that mere physical admiration of beauty that is born of the senses and that dies when the senses tire。 it was such love as michelangelo had known； and montaigne； and winckelmann； and shakespeare himself。 yes； basil could have saved him。 but it was too late now。 the past could always be annihilated。 regret； denial； or forgetfulness could do that。 but the future was inevitable。 there were passions in him that would find their terrible outlet； dreams that would make the shadow of their evil real。
he took up from the couch the great purple…and…gold texture that covered it； and； holding it in his hands； passed behind the screen。 was the face on the canvas viler than before？ it seemed to him that it was unchanged； and yet his loathing of it was intensified。 gold hair； blue eyes； and rose…red lipsthey all were there。 it was simply the expression that had altered。 that was horrible in its cruelty。 pared to what he saw in it of censure or rebuke； how shallow basils reproaches about sibyl vane had been！ how shallow； and of what little account！ his own soul was looking out at him from the canvas and calling him to judgement。 a look of pain came across him； and he flung the rich pall over the picture。 as he did so； a knock came to the door。 he passed out as his servant entered。
〃the persons are here； monsieur。〃
he felt that the man must be got rid of at once。 he must not be allowed to know where the picture was being taken to。 there was something sly about him； and he had thoughtful； treacherous eyes。 sitting down at the writing…table he scribbled a note to lord henry； asking him to send him round something to read and reminding him that they were to meet at eight…fifteen that evening。
〃wait for an answer；〃 he said； handing it to him； 〃and show the men in here。〃
in two or three minutes there was another knock； and mr。 hubbard himself； the celebrated frame…maker of south audley street； came in with a somewhat rough…looking young assistant。 mr。 hubbard was a florid； red…whiskered little man； whose admiration for art was considerably tempered by the inveterate impecuniosity of most of the artists who dealt with him。 as a rule； he never left his shop。 he waited for people to e to him。 but he always made an exception in favour of dorian gray。 there was something about dorian that charmed everybody。 it was a pleasure even to see him。
〃what can i do for you； mr。 gray？〃 he said； rubbing his fat freckled hands。 〃i thought i would do myself the honour of ing round in person。 i have just got a beauty of a frame； sir。 picked it up at a sale。 old florentine。 came from fonthill； i believe。 admirably suited for a religious subject； mr。 gray。〃
〃i am so sorry you have given yourself the trouble of ing round； mr。 hubbard。 i shall certainly drop in and look at the frame though i dont go in much at present for religious artbut to…day i only want a picture carried to the top of the house for me。 it is rather heavy； so i thought i would ask you to lend me a couple of your men。〃
〃no trouble at all； mr。 gray。 i am delighted to be of any service to you。 which is the work of art； sir？〃
〃this；〃 replied dorian； moving the screen back。 〃can you move it； covering and all； just as it is？ i dont want it to get scratched going upstairs。〃
〃there will be no difficulty； sir；〃 said the genial frame…maker； beginning； with the aid of his assistant； to unhook the picture from the long brass chains by which it was suspended。 〃and； now； where shall we carry it to； mr。 gray？〃
〃i will show you the way； mr。 hubbard； if you will kindly follow me。 or perhaps you had better go in front。 i am afraid it is right at the top of the house。 we will go up by the front staircase； as it is wider。〃
he held the door open for them； and they passed out into the hall and began the ascent。 the elaborate character of the frame had made the picture extremely bulky； and now and then； in spite of the obsequious protests of mr。 hubbard； who had the true tradesmans spirited dislike of seeing a gentleman doing anything useful； dorian put his hand to it so as to help them。
〃something of a load to carry； sir；〃 gasped the little man when they reached the top landing。 and he wiped his shiny forehead。
〃i am afraid it is rather heavy；〃 murmured dorian as he unlocked the door that opened into the room that was to keep for him the curious secret of his life and hide his soul from the eyes of men。
he had not entered the place for more than four yearsnot； indeed； since he had used it first as a play…room when he was a child； and then as a study when he grew somewhat older。 it was a large； well…proportioned room； which had been specially built by the last lord kelso for the use of the little grandson whom； for his strange likeness to his mother； and also for other reasons； he had always hated and desired to keep at a distance。 it appeared to dorian to have but little changed。 there was the huge italian cassone； with its fantastically painted panels and its tarnished gilt mouldings； in which he had so often hidden himself as a boy。 there the satinwood book…case filled with his dog…eared schoolbooks。 on the wall behind it was hanging the same ragged flemish tapestry where a faded king and queen were playing chess in a garden； while a pany of hawkers rode by； carrying hooded birds on their gauntleted wrists。 how well he remembered it all！ every moment of his lonely childhood came back to him as he looked round。 he recalled the stainless purity of his boyish life； and it seemed horrible to him that it was here the fatal portrait was to be hidden away。 how little he had thought； in those dead days； of all that was in store for him！
but there was no other place in the house so secure from prying eyes as this。 he had the key； and no one else could enter it。 beneath its purple pall； the face painted on the canvas could grow bestial； sodden； and unclean。 what did it matter？ no one could see it。 he himself would not see it。 why should he watch the hideous corruption of his
