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been exposed to the perils of window…cleaning; and; after a frightful
fall; had wakened to find herself in a hospital; and her severe
sufferings had left her a cripple for life。

And the baker had not been an Alan Ernescliffe!  She did not complain
of himhe had come to see her; and had been much grieved; but she
had told him she could never be a useful wife; and; before she had
used her crutches; he was married to her pretty fellow…servant。

Cherry spoke very simply; she hoped it was better for Long; and
believed Susan would make him a good wife。  Ethel would have thought
she did not feel; but Margaret knew better。

She stroked the thin slight fingers; and gently said; 〃Poor Cherry!〃
and Cherry wiped away a tear; and said; 〃Yes; ma'am; thank you; it is
best for him。  I should not have wished him to grieve for what cannot
be helped。〃

〃Resignation is the great comfort。〃

〃Yes; ma'am。  I have a great deal to be thankful for。  I don't blame
no one; but I do see how some; as are married; seem to get to think
more of this world; and now and then I fancy I can see how it is best
for me as it is。〃

Margaret sighed; as she remembered certain thoughts before Alan's
return。

〃Then; ma'am; there has been such goodness!  I did vex at being a
poor helpless thing; nothing but a burden on father; and when we had
to go from home; and Mr。 and Mrs。 Hazlewood and all; I can't tell you
how bad it was; ma'am。〃

〃Then you are comforted now?〃

〃Yes; ma'am;〃 said Cherry; brightening。  〃It seems as if He had given
me something to do; and there are you; and Mr。 Richard; and Miss
Ethel; to help。  I should like; please God; to be of some good to
those poor children。〃

〃I am sure you will; Cherry; I wish I could do as much。〃

Cherry's tears had come again。  〃Ah! ma'am; you〃 and she stopped
short; and rose to depart。  Margaret held out her hand to wish her
good…bye。  〃Please; miss; I was thinking how Mr。 Hazlewood said that
God fits our place to us; and us to our place。〃

〃Thank you; Cherry; you are leaving me something to remember。〃

And Margaret lay questioning with herself; whether the schoolmistress
had not been the most self…denying of the two; but withal gazing on
the hoop of pearls which Alan had chosen as the ring of betrothal。

〃The pearl of great price;〃 murmured she to herself; 〃if we hold
that; the rest will soon matter but little。  It remaineth that both
they that have wives; be as they that have none; and they that weep;
as though they wept not; and they that rejoice; as though they
rejoiced not!  If ever Alan and I have a home together upon earth;
may all too confident joy be tempered by the fears that we have begun
with!  I hope this probation may make me less likely to be taken up
with the cares and pleasures of his position than I might have been
last year。  He is one who can best help the mind to go truly upward。
But oh; that voyage!〃




CHAPTER XXIX。



Heart affluence in household talk;
From social fountains never dry。TENNYSON。


〃What a bore!〃

〃What's the matter now?〃

〃Here has this old fellow asked me to dinner again!〃

〃A fine pass we are come to!〃  cried Dr。 May; half amused; half
irate。  〃I should like to know what I should have said at your age if
the head…master had asked me to dinner。〃

〃Papa is not so very fond of dining at Dr。 Hoxton's;〃 said Ethel。  〃A
whipper…snapper schoolboy; who might be thankful to dine anywhere!〃
continued Dr。 May; while the girls burst out laughing; and Norman
looked injured。

〃It is very ungrateful of Norman;〃 said Flora; 〃I cannot see what he
finds to complain of。〃

〃You would know;〃 said Norman; 〃if; instead of playing those
perpetual tunes of yours; you had to sit it out in that perfumy
drawing…room; without anything to listen to worth hearing。  If I have
looked over that court album once; I have a dozen times; and there is
not another book in the place。〃

〃I am glad there is not;〃 said Flora。  〃I am quite ashamed to see you
for ever turning over those old pictures。  You cannot guess how
stupid you look。  I wonder Mrs。 Hoxton likes to have you;〃 she added;
patting his shoulders between jest and earnest。

〃I wish she would not; then。  It is only to escort you。〃

〃Nonsense; Norman; you know better;〃 cried Ethel。  〃You know it is
for your own sake; and to make up for their injustice; that he
invites you; or Flora either。〃

〃Hush; Ethel! he gives himself quite airs enough already;〃 said the
doctor。

〃Papa!〃 said Ethel; in vexation; though he gave her a pinch to show
it was all in good humour; while he went on; 〃I am glad to hear they
do leave him to himself in a corner。  A very good thing too!  Where
else should a great gawky schoolboy be?〃

〃Safe at home; where I wish he would let me be;〃 muttered Norman;
though he contrived to smile; and followed Flora out of the room;
without subjecting himself to the imputation of offended dignity。

Ethel was displeased; and began her defence: 〃Papa; I wish〃 and
there she checked herself。

〃Eh! Miss Ethel's bristles up!〃 said her father; who seemed in a
somewhat mischievous mood of teasing。

〃How could you; papa?〃 cried she。

〃How could I what; Miss Etheldred?〃

〃Plague Norman;〃the words would come。  〃Accuse him of airs。〃

〃I hate to see young fellows above taking an honour from their
elders;〃 said Dr。 May。

〃Now; papa; papa; you know it is no such thing。  Dr。 Hoxton's parties
are very dullyou know they are; and it is not fair on Norman。  If
he was set up and delighted at going so often; then you would call
him conceited。〃

〃Conceit has a good many lurking…places;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃It is
harder to go and be overlooked; than to stay at home。〃

〃Now; papa; you are not to call Norman conceited;〃 cried Ethel。  〃You
don't believe that he is any such thing。〃

〃Why; not exactly;〃 said Dr。 May; smiling。 〃The boy has missed it
marvellously; but; you see; he has everything that subtle imp would
wish to feed upon; and it is no harm to give him a lick with the
rough side of the tongue; as your canny Scots grandfather used to
say。〃

〃Ah! if you knew; papa〃 began Ethel。

〃If I knew?〃

〃No; no; I must not tell。〃

〃What; a secret; is there?〃

〃I wish it was not; I should like to tell you very much; but then;
you see; it is Norman's; and you are to be surprised。〃

〃Your surprise is likely to be very much like Blanche's birthday
presents; a stage aside。〃

〃No; I am going to keep it to myself。〃

Two or three days after; as Ethel was going to the schoolroom after
breakfast; Dr。 May beckoned her back to the dining…room; and; with
his merry look of significance; said; 〃Well; ma'am; I have found out
your mystery!〃

〃About Norman?  Oh; papa! Did he tell you?〃

〃When I came home from the hospital last night; at an hour when all
respectable characters; except doctors and police; should be in their
warm beds; I beheld a light in Norman's window; so methought I would
see what Gravity was doing out of his bed at midnight〃

〃And you found him at his Greek〃

〃So that was the meaning of his looking so lank and careworn; just as
he did last year; and he the prince of the school!  I could have
found it in my heart to fling the books at his head!〃

〃But you consent; don't you; to his going up for the scholarship?〃

〃I consent to anything; as long as he keeps within due bounds; and
does not work himself to death。  I am glad of knowing it; for now I
can put a moderate check upon it。〃

〃And did he tell you all about it?〃

〃He told me he felt as if he owed it to us to gain something for
himself; since I had given up the Randall to gratify hima pretty
sort of gratification。〃

〃Yes; and he will be glad to get away from school。  He says he knows
it is bad for himas it is uncomfortable to be singled out in the
way Dr。 Hoxton does now。  You know;〃 pleaded Ethel; 〃it is not
ingratitude or elation; but it is; somehow; not nice to be treated as
he is; set apart from the rest。〃

〃True; Dr。 Hoxton never had taste or judgment。  If Norman were not a
lusus naturae;〃 said Dr。 May; hesitating for a word; 〃his head would
have been turned long ago。  And he wants companions toohe has been
forced out of boyhood too soon; poor fellowand Harry gone too。  He
does not get anything like real relaxation; and he will be better
among youths than boys。  Stoneborough will never be what it was in my
time!〃 added the doctor mournfully。  〃I never thought to see the poor
old place come to this; but therewhen all the better class send
their sons to the great public schools; and leave nothing but riff…
raff here; one is forced; for a boy's own sake; to do the same。〃

〃Oh; I am so glad!  Then you have consented to the rest of Norman's
scheme; and will not keep poor little Tom at school here without
him?〃

〃By what he tells me it would be downright ruin to the boy。  I little
thought to have to take a son of mine away from Stoneborough; but
Norman is the best judge; and he is the only person who seems to have
made any impression on Tom; so I shall let it be。  In fact;〃 he
added; half smiling; 〃I don't know what I could refuse old June。〃

〃That's right!〃 cried Ethel。  〃That is so nice!  Then; if Norman gets
the scholarship; Tom is to go to Mr。 Wilmot first; and then to Eton!〃

〃If Norman gains the scholarship; but that is an if;〃 said Dr。 May;
as though hoping for a loop…hole to escape offending the shade of
Bishop Whichcote。

〃Oh; papa; you cannot doubt of that!〃

〃I cannot tell; Ethel。  He is facile princeps here in his own world;
but we do not know how it may be when he is measured with public
schoolmen; who have had more first…rate tutorship than poor old
Hoxton's。〃

〃Ah! he says so; but I thought that was all his humility。〃

〃Better he should be prepared。  If he had had all those advantages
but it may be as well after all。  I always had a hankering to have
sent him to Eton; but your dear mother used to say it was not fair on
the others。  And now; to see him striving in order to give the
advantage of it to his little brother!  I only hope Master Thomas is
worthy of itbut it is a boy I can't understand。〃

〃Nor I;〃 said Ethel; he never seems to say anything he can help; and
goes after Norman without talking to any one else。〃

〃I give him up to Norman's management;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃He says the
boy is very clever; but I have not seen it; and; as to more serious
matters However; I must take it on Norman's word that he is wishing
to learn truth。  We made an utter mistake about him; I don't know who
is to blame for it。〃

〃Have you told Margaret about Norman's plan?〃 asked Ethel。

〃No; he desired me to say nothing。  Indeed; I should not like Tom's
leaving school to be talked of beforehand。〃

〃Norman said he did not want Flora to hear; because she is so much
with the Hoxton's; and he said they would all watch him。〃

〃Ay; ay; and we must keep his secret。  What a boy it is!  But it is
not safe to say conceited things。  We shall have a fall yet; Ethel。
Not seventeen; remember; and brought up at a mere grammar…school。〃

〃But we shall still have the spirit that made him try;〃 said Ethel;
〃and that is the thing。〃

〃And; to tell the truth;〃 said the doctor; lingering; 〃for my own
part; I don't care a

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