a simpleton-第2章
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love you?〃
He parted lingeringly from her; then marched away; bold with love
and hope; to demand her hand in marriage。
Rosa leaned back in her chair; and quivered a little with new
emotions。 Christopher was right; she was not capable of loving
like him; but still the actual contact of so strong a passion made
her woman's nature vibrate。 A dewy tear hung on the fringes of her
long lashes; and she leaned back in her chair and fluttered awhile。
That emotion; almost new to her; soon yielded; in her girlish mind;
to a complacent languor; and that; in its turn; to a soft reverie。
So she was going to be married! To be mistress of a house; settle
in London (THAT she had quite determined long ago); be able to go
out into the streets all alone; to shop; or visit; have a gentleman
all her own; whom she could put her finger on any moment and make
him take her about; even to the opera and the theatre; to give
dinner…parties her own self; and even a little ball once in a way;
to buy whatever dresses she thought proper; instead of being
crippled by an allowance; have the legal right of speaking first in
society; even to gentlemen rich in ideas but bad starters; instead
of sitting mumchance and mock…modest; to be Mistress; instead of
Misscontemptible title; to be a woman; instead of a girl; and all
this rational liberty; domestic power; and social dignity were to
be obtained by merely wedding a dear fellow; who loved her; and was
so nice; and the bright career to be ushered in with several
delights; each of them dear to a girl's very soul: presents from
all her friends; as many beautiful new dresses as if she was
changing her body or her hemisphere; instead of her name; eclat;
going to church; which is a good English girl's theatre of display
and temple of vanity; and there tasting delightful publicity and
whispered admiration; in a heavenly long veil; which she could not
wear even once if she remained single。
This bright variegated picture of holy wedlock; and its essential
features; as revealed to young ladies by feminine tradition; though
not enumerated in the Book of Common Prayer writ by grim males; so
entranced her; that time flew by unheeded; and Christopher Staines
came back from her father。 His step was heavy; he looked pale; and
deeply distressed; then stood like a statue; and did not come close
to her; but cast a piteous look; and gasped out one word; that
seemed almost to choke him;〃REFUSED!〃
Miss Lusignan rose from her chair; and looked almost wildly at him
with her great eyes。 〃Refused?〃 said she; faintly。
〃Yes;〃 said he; sadly。 〃Your father is a man of business; and he
took a mere business view of our love: he asked me directly what
provision I could make for his daughter and her children。 Well; I
told him I had three thousand pounds in the Funds; and a good
profession; and then I said I had youth; health; and love;
boundless love; the love that can do; or suffer; the love that can
conquer the world。〃
〃Dear Christopher! And what COULD he say to all that?〃
〃He ignored it entirely。 There! I'll give you his very words。 He
said; 'In that case; Dr。 Staines; the simple question is; what does
your profession bring you in per annum?'〃
〃Oh! There! I always hated arithmetic; and now I abominate it。〃
〃Then I was obliged to confess I had scarcely received a hundred
pounds in fees this year; but I told him the reason; this is such a
small district; and all the ground occupied。 London; I said; was
my sphere。〃
〃And so it is;〃 said Rosa; eagerly; for this jumped with her own
little designs。 〃Genius is wasted in the country。 Besides;
whenever anybody worth curing is ill down here; they always send to
London for a doctor。〃
〃I told him so; dearest;〃 said the lover。 〃But he answered me
directly; then I must set up in London; and as soon as my books
showed an income to keep a wife; and servants; and children; and
insure my life for five thousand pounds〃
〃Oh; that is so like papa。 He is director of an insurance company;
so all the world must insure their lives。〃
〃No; dear; he was quite right there: professional incomes are most
precarious。 Death spares neither young nor old; neither warm
hearts nor cold。 I should be no true physician if I could not see
my own mortality。〃 He hung his head and pondered a moment; then
went on; sadly; 〃It all comes to thisuntil I have a professional
income of eight hundred a year at least; he will not hear of our
marrying; and the cruel thing is; he will not even consent to an
engagement。 But;〃 said the rejected; with a look of sad anxiety;
〃you will wait for me without that; dear Rosa?〃
She could give him that comfort; and she gave it him with loving
earnestness。 〃Of course I will; and it shall not be very long。
Whilst you are making your fortune; to please papa; I will keep
fretting; and pouting; and crying; till he sends for you。〃
〃Bless you; dearest! Stop!not to make yourself ill! not for all
the world。〃 The lover and the physician spoke in turn。
He came; all gratitude; to her side; and they sat; hand in hand;
comforting each other: indeed; parting was such sweet sorrow that
they sat; handed; and very close to one another; till Mr。 Lusignan;
who thought five minutes quite enough for rational beings to take
leave in; walked into the room and surprised them。 At sight of his
gray head and iron…gray eyebrows; Christopher Staines started up
and looked confused; he thought some apology necessary; so he
faltered out; 〃Forgive me; sir; it is a bitter parting to me; you
may be sure。〃
Rosa's bosom heaved at these simple words。 She flew to her father;
and cried; 〃Oh; papa! papa! you were never cruel before;〃 and hid
her burning face on his shoulder; and then burst out crying; partly
for Christopher; partly because she was now ashamed of herself for
having taken a young man's part so openly。
Mr。 Lusignan looked sadly discomposed at this outburst: she had
taken him by his weak point; he told her so。 〃Now; Rosa;〃 said he;
rather peevishly; 〃you know I hatenoise。〃
Rosa had actually forgotten that trait for a single moment; but;
being reminded of it; she reduced her sobs in the prettiest way;
not to offend a tender parent who could not bear noise。 Under this
homely term; you must know; he included all scenes; disturbances;
rumpuses; passions; and expected all men; women; and things in Kent
Villa to go smoothlyor go elsewhere。
〃Come; young people;〃 said he; 〃don't make a disturbance。 Where's
the grievance? Have I said he shall never marry you? Have I
forbidden him to correspond? or even to call; say twice a year。
All I say is; no marriage; nor contract of marriage; until there is
an income。〃 Then he turned to Christopher。 〃Now if you can't make
an income without her; how could you make one with her; weighed
down by the load of expenses a wife entails? I know her better
than you do; she is a good girl; but rather luxurious and self…
indulgent。 She is not cut out for a poor man's wife。 And pray
don't go and fancy that nobody loves my child but you。 Mine is not
so hot as yours; of course; but believe me; sir; it is less
selfish。 You would expose her to poverty and misery; but I say no;
it is my duty to protect her from all chance of them; and; in doing
it; I am as much your friend as hers; if you could but see it。
Come; Dr。 Staines; be a man; and see the world as it is。 I have
told you how to earn my daughter's hand and my esteem: you must
gain both; or neither。〃
Dr。 Staines was never quite deaf to reason: he now put his hand to
his brow and said; with a sort of wonder and pitiful dismay; 〃My
love for Rosa selfish! Sir; your words are bitter and hard。〃
Then; after a struggle; and with rare and touching candor; 〃Ay; but
so are bark and steel; yet they are good medicines。〃 Then with a
great glow in his heart and tears in his eyes; 〃My darling shall
not be a poor man's wife; she who would adorn a coronet; ay; or a
crown。 Good…by; Rosa; for the present。〃 He darted to her; and
kissed her hand with all his soul。 〃Oh; the sacrifice of leaving
you;〃 he faltered; 〃the very world is dark to me without you。 Ah;
well; I must earn the right to come again。〃 He summoned all his
manhood; and marched to the door。 There he seemed to turn calmer
all of a sudden; and said firmly; yet humbly; 〃I'll try and show
you; sir; what love can do。〃
〃And I'll show you what love can suffer;〃 said Rosa; folding her
beautiful arms superbly。
It was not in her to have shot such a bolt; except in imitation;
yet how promptly the mimic thunder came; and how grand the beauty
looked; with her dark brows; and flashing eyes; and folded arms!
much grander and more inspired than poor Staines; who had only
furnished the idea。
But between these two figures swelling with emotion; the
representative of common sense; Lusignan pere; stood cool and
impassive; he shrugged his shoulders; and looked on both lovers as
a couple of ranting novices he was saving from each other and
almshouses。
For all that; when the lover had torn himself away; papa's
composure was suddenly disturbed by a misgiving。 He stepped
hastily to the stairhead; and gave it vent。 〃Dr。 Staines;〃 said
he; in a loud whisper (Staines was half way down the stairs: he
stopped)。 〃I trust to you as a gentleman; not to mention this; it
will never transpire here。 Whatever we dono noise!〃
CHAPTER II。
Rosa Lusignan set herself pining as she had promised; and she did
it discreetly for so young a person。 She was never peevish; but
always sad and listless。 By this means she did not anger her
parent; but only made him feel she was unhappy; and the house she
had hitherto brightened exceeding dismal。
By degrees this noiseless melancholy undermined the old gentleman;
and he well…nigh tottered。
But one day; calling suddenly on a neighbor with six daughters; he
heard peals of laughter; and found Rosa taking her full share of
the senseless mirth。 She pulled up short at sight of him; and
colored high; but it was too late; for he launched a knowing look
at her on the spot; and muttered something about seven foolish
virgins。
He took the first opportunity; when they were alone; and told her
he was glad to find she was only dismal at home。
But Rosa had prepared for him。 〃One can be loud without being gay
at heart;〃 said she; with a lofty; languid air。 〃I have not
forgotten your last words to HIM。 We were to hide our broken
hearts from the world。 I try to obey you; dear papa; but; if I had
my way; I would never go into the world at all。 I have but one
desire nowto end my days in a convent。〃
〃Please begin them first。 A convent! Why; you'd turn it out of
window。 You are no more fit to be a nun thana pauper。〃
Not having foreseen this facer; Rosa had nothing ready; so she
received it with a sad; submissive; helpless sigh; as who would
say; 〃Hit me; papa: I have no friend now。〃 So then he was sorry he
had been so clever; and; indeed; there is one provoking thing about
〃a woman's weakness〃it is invincible。
The next minute; what should come but a long letter from Dr。
Staines; detailing his endeavors to purchase a practice in London;
and his ill…success。 Th