屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第13章
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sibleefforttoprehenditall。whenhiseyerestedupongenevieveandthechild；itlitupwithagleamofpleasure；butwhenheturnedtowardus；heagainbecamestupidandhesitating。
atlast；apparentlymakingaprodigiouseffort；hecriedout；〃wait！〃
andgoingtoatubfilledwithwater；heplungedhisfaceintoitseveraltimes。
everyeyewasturneduponhim；thecountrywomanherselfseemedastonished。atlengthheraisedhisdrippinghead。thisablutionhadpartlydispelledhisdrunkenness；helookedatusforamoment；thenheturnedtogenevieve；andhisfacebrightenedup。
〃robert！〃criedhe；goinguptothechild；andtakinghiminhisarms。
〃ah！givehimme；wife；imustlookathim。〃
themotherseemedtogiveuphissontohimwithreluctance；andstayedbeforehimwithherarmsextended；asifshefearedthechildwouldhaveafall。thenursebeganagaininherturntospeak；andrenewedherclaims；thistimethreateningtoappealtolaw。atfirstmichaellistenedtoherattentively；andwhenheprehendedhermeaning；hegavethechildbacktoitsmother。
〃howmuchdoweoweyou？〃askedhe。
thecountrywomanbegantoreckonupthedifferentexpenses；whichamountedtonearlythirtyfrancs。thejoinerfelttothebottomofhispockets；butcouldfindnothing。hisforeheadbecamecontractedbyfrowns；lowcursesbegantoescapehim。allofasuddenherummagedinhisbreast；drewforthalargewatch；andholdingitupabovehishead：
〃hereitis鈥斺�攈eresyourmoney！〃criedhewithajoyfullaugh；〃awatch；agoodone！ialwayssaiditwouldkeepforadrinkonadryday；butitisnotiwhowilldrinkit；buttheyoungone。ah！ah！ah！goandsellitforme；neighbor；andifthatisnotenough；ihavemyearrings。eh！
genevieve；takethemoffforme；theearringswillsquareall！theyshallnotsayyouhavebeendisgracedonaccountofthechild鈥斺�攏o；notevenifimustpledgeabitofmyflesh！mywatch；myearrings；andmyring鈥斺�攇etridofallofthemformeatthegoldsmiths；paythewoman；andletthelittlefoolgotosleep。givehimme；genevieve；iwillputhimtobed。〃
and；takingthebabyfromthearmsofhismother；hecarriedhimwithafirmsteptohiscradle。
itwaseasytoperceivethechangewhichtookplaceinmichaelfromthisday。hecutallhisolddrinkingacquaintances。hewentearlyeverymorningtohiswork；andreturnedregularlyintheeveningtofinishthedaywithgenevieveandrobert。verysoonhewouldnotleavethematall；andhehiredaplacenearthefruit…shop；andworkedinitonhisownaccount。
theywouldsoonhavebeenabletoliveinfort；haditnotbeenfortheexpenseswhichthechildrequired。everythingwasgivenuptohiseducation。hehadgonethroughtheregularschooltraining；hadstudiedmathematics；drawing；andthecarpenterstrade；andhadonlybeguntoworkafewmonthsago。tillnow；theyhadbeenexhaustingeveryresourcewhichtheirlaboriousindustrycouldprovidetopushhimforwardinhisbusiness；and；happily；alltheseexertionshadnotproveduseless：theseedhadbroughtforthfruit；andthedaysofharvestwerecloseby。
whileiwasthusrecallingtheseremembrancestomymind；michaelhadein；andwasoccupiedinfixingshelveswheretheywerewanted。
duringthetimeiwaswritingthenotesofmyjournal；iwasalsoscrutinizingthejoiner。
theexcessesofhisyouthandthelaborofhismanhoodhavedeeplymarkedhisface；hishairisthinandgray；hisshouldersstoop；hislegsareshrunkenandslightlybent。thereseemsasortofweightinhiswholebeing。hisveryfeatureshaveanexpressionofsorrowanddespondency。
heanswersmyquestionsbymonosyllables；andlikeamanwhowishestoavoidconversation。whenceesthisdejection；whenonewouldthinkhehadallhecouldwishfor？ishouldliketoknow！
tenoclock鈥斺�攎ichaelisjustgonedownstairstolookforatoolhehasforgotten。ihaveatlastsucceededindrawingfromhimthesecretofhisandgenevievessorrow。theirsonrobertisthecauseofit！
notthathehasturnedoutillafteralltheircare鈥斺�攏otthatheisidleordissipated；butbothwereinhopeshewouldneverleavethemanymore。
thepresenceoftheyoungmanwastohaverenewedandmadegladtheirlivesoncemore；hismothercountedthedays；hisfatherpreparedeverythingtoreceivetheirdearassociateintheirtoils；andatthemomentwhentheywerethusabouttoberepaidforalltheirsacrifices；roberthadsuddenlyinformedthemthathehadjustengagedhimselftoacontractoratversailles。
everyremonstranceandeveryprayerwereuseless；hebroughtforwardthenecessityofinitiatinghimselfintoallthedetailsofanimportantcontract；thefacilitiesheshouldhaveinhisnewpositionofimprovinghimselfinhistrade；andthehopeshehadofturninghisknowledgetoadvantage。at；last；whenhismother；havingetotheendofherarguments；begantocry；hehastilykissedher；andwentawaythathemightavoidanyfurtherremonstrances。
hehadbeenabsentayear；andtherewasnothingtogivethemhopesofhisreturn。hisparentshardlysawhimonceamonth；andthenheonlystayedafewmomentswiththem。
〃ihavebeenpunishedwhereihadhopedtoberewarded；〃michaelsaidtomejustnow。〃ihadwishedforasavingandindustriousson；andgodhasgivenmeanambitiousandavariciousone！ihadalwayssaidtomyselfthatwhenoncehewasgrownupweshouldhavehimalwayswithus；torecallouryouthandtoenlivenourhearts。hismotherwasalwaysthinkingofgettinghimmarried；andhavingchildrenagaintocarefor。
youknowwomenalwayswillbusythemselvesaboutothers。asforme；ithoughtofhimworkingnearmybench；andsinginghisnewsongs；forhehaslearntmusic；andisoneofthebestsingersattheorpheon。
adream；sir；truly！directlythebirdwasfledged；hetooktoflight；andremembersneitherfathernormother。yesterday；forinstance；wasthedayweexpectedhim；heshouldhaveetosupperwithus。norobertto…day；either！hehashadsomeplantofinish；orsomebargaintoarrange；andhisoldparentsareputdownlastintheaccounts；afterthecustomersandthejoinerswork。ah！ificouldhaveguessedhowitwouldhaveturnedout！fool！tohavesacrificedmylikingsandmymoney；fornearlytwentyyears；totheeducationofathanklessson！wasitforthisitookthetroubletocuremyselfofdrinking；tobreakwithmyfriends；tobeeanexampletotheneighborhood？thejovialgoodfellowhasmadeagooseofhimself。oh！ifihadtobeginagain！no；no！youseewomenandchildrenareourbane。theysoftenourhearts；theyleadusalifeofhopeandaffection；wepassaquarterofourlivesinfosteringthegrowthofagrainofcornwhichistobeeverythingtousinouroldage；andwhentheharvest…timees鈥斺�攇ood…night；theearisempty！〃
whilehewasspeaking；michaelsvoicebecamehoarse；hiseyesfierce；andhislipsquivered。iwishedtoanswerhim；buticouldonlythinkofmonplaceconsolations；andiremainedsilent。thejoinerpretendedheneededatool；andleftme。
poorfather！ah！iknowthosemomentsoftemptationwhenvirtuehasfailedtorewardus；andweregrethavingobeyedher！whohasnotfeltthisweaknessinhoursoftrial；andwhohasnotuttered；atleastonce；themournfulexclamationofbrutus？
butifvirtueisonlyaword；whatistheretheninlifethatistrueandreal？no；iwillnotbelievethatgoodnessisinvain！itdoesnotalwaysgivethehappinesswehadhopedfor；butitbringssomeother。
intheworldeverythingisruledbyorder；andhasitsproperandnecessaryconsequences；andvirtuecannotbethesoleexceptiontothegenerallaw。ifithadbeenprejudicialtothosewhopractisedit；experiencewouldhaveavengedthem；butexperiencehas；onthecontrary；madeitmoreuniversalandmoreholy。weonlyaccuseitofbeingafaithlessdebtorbecausewedemandanimmediatepayment；andoneapparenttooursenses。wealwaysconsiderlifeasafairytale；inwhicheverygoodactionmustberewardedbyavisiblewonder。wedonotacceptaspaymentapeacefulconscience；self…content；oragoodnameamongmen鈥斺�攖reasuresthataremorepreciousthananyother；butthevalueofwhichwedonotfeeltillafterwehavelostthem！
michaeliseback；andhasreturnedtohiswork。hissonhasnotyetarrived。
bytellingmeofhishopesandhisgrievousdisappointments；hebecameexcited；heunceasinglywentoveragainthesamesubject；alwaysaddingsomethingtohisgriefs。hehadjustwounduphisconfidentialdiscoursebyspeakingtomeofajoinersbusinesswhichhehadhopedtobuy；andworktogoodaccountwithrobertshelp。thepresentownerhadmadeafortunebyit；and；afterthirtyyearsofbusiness；hewasthinkingofretiringtooneoftheornamentalcottagesintheoutskirtsofthecity；ausualretreatforthefrugalandsuccessfulworkingman。michaelhadnotindeedthetwothousandfrancswhichmustbepaiddown；butperhapshecouldhavepersuadedmasterbenoittowait。robertspresencewouldhavebeenasecurityforhim；fortheyoungmancouldnotfailtoinsuretheprosperityofaworkshop；besidesscienceandskill；hehadthepowerofinventionandbringingtoperfection。hisfatherhaddiscoveredamonghisdrawingsanewplanforastaircase；whichhadoccupiedhisthoughtsforalongtime；andheevensuspectedhimofhavingengagedhimselftotheversaillescontractorfortheverypurposeofexecutingit。theyouthwastormentedbythisspiritofinvention；whichtookpossessionofallhisthoughts；and；whiledevotinghismindtostudy；hehadnotimetolistentohisfeelings。
michaeltoldmeallthiswithamixedfeelingofprideandvexation。isawhewasproudofthesonhewasabusing；andthathisverypridemadehimmoresensitivetothatsonsneglect。
sixoclockp。m鈥斺�攊havejustfinishedahappyday。howmanyeventshavehappenedwithinafewhours；andwhatachangeforgenevieveandmichael！
hehadjustfinishedfixingtheshelves；andtellingmeofhisson；whileilaidtheclothformybreakfast。
suddenlyweheardhurriedstepsinthepassage；thedooropened；andgenevieveenteredwithrobert。
thejoinergaveastartofjoyfulsurprise；butherepresseditimmediately；asifhewishedtokeepuptheappearanceofdispleasure。
theyoungmandidnotappeartonoticeit；butthrewhimselfintohisarmsinanopen…heartedmanner；whichsurprisedme。genevieve；whosefaceshonewithhappiness；seemedtowishtospeak；andtorestrainherselfwithdifficulty。
itoldrobertiwasgladtoseehim；andheansweredmewitheaseandcivility。
〃iexpectedyouyesterday；〃saidmichaelarout；ratherdryly。
〃forgiveme；father；〃repliedtheyoungworkman；〃butihadbusinessatst。germains。iwasnotabletoebacktillitwasverylate；andthenthemasterkeptme。〃
thejoinerlookedathissonsidewise；andthentookuphishammeragain。
〃allright；〃mutteredhe；inagrumblingtone；〃whenwearewithotherpeoplewemustdoastheywish；buttherearesomewhowouldlikebettertoeatbrownbreadwiththeirownknifethanpartridgeswiththesilverforkofamaster。〃
〃andiamoneofthose；father；〃repliedrobert；merrily；〃but；astheproverbsays；〃youmustshellthepeasbeforeyoucaneatthem。〃itwasnecessarythatishouldfirstworkinagreatworkshop鈥斺�敗�
〃togoonwithyourplanofthestaircase；〃interruptedmichael；ironically。
〃youmustnowsaymonsieurraymondsplan；father；〃repliedrobert；smiling。
〃why？〃
〃becauseihavesoldittohim。〃
thejoiner；whowasplaningaboard；turnedroundquickly。
〃soldit！〃criedhe；withsparklingeyes。
〃forthereasonthatiwasnotrichenoughtogiveithim。〃
michaelthrewdowntheboardandtool。
〃thereheisagain！〃resumedhe；angrily；〃hisgoodgeniusputsanideaintohisheadwhichwouldhavemadehimknown；andhegoesandsellsittoarichman；whowilltakethehonorofithimself。〃
〃well；whatharmistheredone？〃askedgenevieve。
〃whatharm！〃criedthejoiner；inapassion。〃youunderstandnothingaboutit鈥斺�攜ouareawoman；buthe鈥斺�攈eknowswellthatatrueworkmannevergivesuphisowninventionsformoney；nomorethanasoldierwouldgiveuphiscross。thatishisglory；heisboundtokeepitforthehonoritdoeshim！ah；thunder！ifihadevermadeadiscovery；ratherthanputitupatauctioniwouldhavesoldoneofmyeyes！dontyouseethatanewinventionislikeachildtoaworkman？hetakescareofit；hebringsitup；hemakesawayforitintheworld；anditisonlyapoorcreaturewhosellsit。〃
robertcoloredalittle。
〃youwillthinkdifferently；father；〃saidhe；〃whenyouknowwhyisoldmyplan。〃
〃yes；andyouwillthankhimforit；〃addedgenevieve；whocouldnolongerkeepsilence。
〃never！〃repliedmichael。
〃but；wretchedman！〃criedshe；〃hesolditonlyforoursakes！〃
thejoinerlookedathiswifeandsonwithastonishment。itwasnecessarytoetoanexplanation。thelatterrelatedhowhehadenteredintoanegotiationwithmasterbenoit；whohadpositivelyrefusedtosellhisbusinessunlessonehalfofthetwothousandfrancswerefirstpaiddown。itwasinthehop
