the island pharisees-第2章
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plump hand; freed from its black glove; and ornamented with a thick
watch…bracelet; rested on her lap。 A younger; bright…cheeked; and
self…conscious female was sitting next her; looking at the pale girl
who had just got in。
〃There's something about that girl;〃 thought Shelton; 〃they don't
like。〃 Her brown eyes certainly looked frightened; her clothes were
of a foreign cut。 Suddenly he met the glance of another pair of
eyes; these eyes; prominent and blue; stared with a sort of subtle
roguery from above a thin; lopsided nose; and were at once averted。
They gave Shelton the impression that he was being judged; and
mocked; enticed; initiated。 His own gaze did not fall; this sanguine
face; with its two…day growth of reddish beard; long nose; full lips;
and irony; puzzled him。 〃A cynical face!〃 he thought; and then; 〃but
sensitive!〃 and then; 〃too cynical;〃 again。
The young man who owned it sat with his legs parted at the knees; his
dusty trouser…ends and boots slanting back beneath the seat; his
yellow finger…tips crisped as if rolling cigarettes。 A strange air
of detachment was about that youthful; shabby figure; and not a scrap
of luggage filled the rack above his head。
The frightened girl was sitting next this pagan personality; it was
possibly the lack of fashion in his looks that caused; her to select
him for her confidence。
〃Monsieur;〃 she asked; 〃do you speak French?〃
〃Perfectly。〃
〃Then can you tell me where they take the tickets?
〃The young man shook his head。
〃No;〃 said he; 〃I am a foreigner。〃
The girl sighed。
〃But what is the matter; ma'moiselle?〃
The girl did not reply; twisting her hands on an old bag in her lap。
Silence had stolen on the carriagea silence such as steals on
animals at the first approach of danger; all eyes were turned towards
the figures of the foreigners。
〃Yes;〃 broke out the red…faced man; 〃he was a bit squiffy that
eveningold Tom。〃
〃Ah!〃 replied his neighbour; 〃he would be。〃
Something seemed to have destroyed their look of mutual distrust。
The plump; sleek hand of the lady with the Roman nose curved
convulsively; and this movement corresponded to the feeling agitating
Shelton's heart。 It was almost as if hand and heart feared to be
asked for something。
〃Monsieur;〃 said the girl; with a tremble in her voice; 〃I am very
unhappy; can you tell me what to do? I had no money for a ticket。〃
The foreign youth's face flickered。
〃Yes?〃 he said; 〃that might happen to anyone; of course。〃
〃What will they do to me?〃 sighed the girl。
〃Don't lose courage; ma'moiselle。〃 The young man slid his eyes from
left to right; and rested them on Shelton。 〃Although I don't as yet
see your way out。〃
〃Oh; monsieur!〃 sighed the girl; and; though it was clear that none
but Shelton understood what they were saying; there was a chilly
feeling in the carriage。
〃I wish I could assist you;〃 said the foreign youth; 〃unfortunately
〃 he shrugged his shoulders; and again his eyes returned to
Shelton。
The latter thrust his hand into his pocket。
〃Can I be of any use?〃 he asked in English。
〃Certainly; sir; you could render this young lady the greatest
possible service by lending her the money for a ticket。〃
Shelton produced a sovereign; which the young man took。 Passing it。
to the girl; he said:
〃A thousand thanks'voila une belle action'!〃
The misgivings which attend on casual charity crowded up in Shelton's
mind; he was ashamed of having them and of not having them; and he
stole covert looks at this young foreigner; who was now talking to
the girl in a language that he did not understand。 Though vagabond
in essence; the fellow's face showed subtle spirit; a fortitude and
irony not found upon the face of normal man; and in turning from it
to the other passengers Shelton was conscious of revolt; contempt;
and questioning; that he could not define。 Leaning back with half…
closed eyes; he tried to diagnose this new sensation。 He found it
disconcerting that the faces and behaviour of his neighbours lacked
anything he could grasp and secretly abuse。 They continued to
converse with admirable and slightly conscious phlegm; yet he knew;
as well as if each one had whispered to him privately; that this
shady incident had shaken them。 Something unsettling to their
notions of propriety…something dangerous and destructive of
complacencyhad occurred; and this was unforgivable。 Each had a
different way; humorous or philosophic; contemptuous; sour; or sly;
of showing this resentment。 But by a flash of insight Shelton saw
that at the bottom of their minds and of his own the feeling was the
same。 Because he shared in their resentment he was enraged with them
and with himself。 He looked at the plump; sleek hand of the woman
with the Roman nose。 The insulation and complacency of its pale
skin; the passive righteousness about its curve; the prim separation
from the others of the fat little finger; had acquired a wholly
unaccountable importance。 It embodied the verdict of his fellow…
passengers; the verdict of Society; for he knew that; whether or no
repugnant to the well…bred mind; each assemblage of eight persons;
even in a third…class carriage; contains the kernel of Society。
But being in love; and recently engaged; Shelton had a right to be
immune from discontent of any kind; and he reverted to his mental
image of the cool; fair face; quick movements; and the brilliant
smile that now in his probationary exile haunted his imagination; he
took out his fiancee's last letter; but the voice of the young
foreigner addressing him in rapid French caused him to put it back
abruptly。
〃From what she tells me; sir;〃 he said; bending forward to be out of
hearing of the girl; 〃hers is an unhappy case。 I should have been
only too glad to help her; but; as you see〃and he made a gesture by
which Shelton observed that he had parted from his waistcoat〃I am
not Rothschild。 She has been abandoned by the man who brought her
over to Dover under promise of marriage。 Look〃and by a subtle
flicker of his eyes he marked how the two ladies had edged away from
the French girl 〃they take good care not to let their garments touch
her。 They are virtuous women。 How fine a thing is virtue; sir! and
finer to know you have it; especially when you are never likely to be
tempted。〃
Shelton was unable to repress a smile; and when he smiled his face
grew soft。
〃Haven't you observed;〃 went on the youthful foreigner; 〃that those
who by temperament and circumstance are worst fitted to pronounce
judgment are usually the first to judge? The judgments of Society
are always childish; seeing that it's composed for the most part of
individuals who have never smelt the fire。 And look at this: they
who have money run too great a risk of parting with it if they don't
accuse the penniless of being rogues and imbeciles。〃
Shelton was startled; and not only by an outburst of philosophy from
an utter stranger in poor clothes; but at this singular wording of
his own private thoughts。 Stifling his sense of the unusual for the
queer attraction this young man inspired; he said:
〃I suppose you're a stranger over here?〃
〃I've been in England seven months; but not yet in London;〃 replied
the other。 〃I count on doing some good thereit is time!〃 A bitter
and pathetic smile showed for a second on his lips。 〃It won't be my
fault if I fail。 You are English; Sir?〃
Shelton nodded。
〃Forgive my asking; your voice lacks something I've nearly always
noticed in the English a kind of'comment cela s'appelle'
cocksureness; coming from your nation's greatest quality。〃
〃And what is that?〃 asked Shelton with a smile。
〃Complacency;〃 replied the youthful foreigner。
〃Complacency!〃 repeated Shelton; 〃do you call that a great quality?〃
〃I should rather say; monsieur; a great defect in what is always a
great people。 You are certainly the most highly…civilised nation on
the earth; you suffer a little from the fact。 If I were an English
preacher my desire would be to prick the heart of your complacency。〃
Shelton; leaning back; considered this impertinent suggestion。
〃Hum!〃 he said at last; 〃you'd be unpopular; I don't know that we're
any cockier than other nations。〃
The young foreigner made a sign as though confirming this opinion。
〃In effect;〃 said he; 〃it is a sufficiently widespread disease。 Look
at these people here〃and with a rapid glance he pointed to the
inmates of the carnage;〃very average persons! What have they done
to warrant their making a virtuous nose at those who do not walk as
they do? That old rustic; perhaps; is differenthe never thinks at
allbut look at those two occupied with their stupidities about the
price of hops; the prospects of potatoes; what George is doing; a
thousand things all of that sortlook at their faces; I come of the
bourgeoisie myselfhave they ever shown proof of any quality that
gives them the right to pat themselves upon the back? No fear!
Outside potatoes they know nothing; and what they do not understand
they dread and they despisethere are millions of that breed。
'Voila la Societe'! The sole quality these people have shown they
have is cowardice。 I was educated by the Jesuits;〃 he concluded; 〃it
has given me a way of thinking。〃
Under ordinary circumstances Shelton would have murmured in a well…
bred voice; 〃Ah! quite so;〃 and taken refuge in the columns of the
Daily Telegraph。 In place of this; for some reason that he did not
understand; he looked at the young foreigner; and asked;
〃Why do you say all this to me?〃
The trampfor by his boots he could hardly have been better
hesitated。
〃When you've travelled like me;〃 he said; as if resolved to speak the
truth; 〃you acquire an instinct in choosing to whom and how you
speak。 It is necessity that makes the law; if you want to live you
must learn all that sort of thing to make face against life。〃
Shelton; who himself possessed a certain subtlety; could not but
observe the complimentary nature of these words。 It was like saying
〃I'm not afraid of you misunderstanding me; and thinking me a rascal
just because I study human nature。〃
〃But is there nothing to be done for that poor girl?〃
His new acquaintance shrugged his shoulders。
〃A broken jug;〃 said he; 〃you'll never mend her。 She's going to a
cousin in London to see if she can get help; you've given her the
means of getting thereit's all that you can do。 One knows too well
what'll become of her。〃
Shelton said gravely;
〃Oh! that's horrible! Could n't she be induced to go back home? I
should be glad〃
The foreign vagrant shook his head。
〃Mon cher monsieur;〃 he said; 〃you evidently have not yet had
occasion to know what the 'fam