carmen(卡门)-第12章
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details bore you； but I shall soon be at the end of my story。 Our new life
lasted for some considerable time。 /El Dancaire/ and I gathered a few
comrades about us； who were more trustworthy than our earlier ones； and
we turned our attention to smuggling。 Occasionally； indeed； I must confess
we stopped travellers on the highways； but never unless we were at the last
extremity； and could not avoid doing so； and besides； we never ill…treated
the travellers； and confined ourselves to taking their money from them。
〃For some months I was very well satisfied with Carmen。 She still
served us in our smuggling operations； by giving us notice of any
opportunity of making a good haul。 She remained either at Malaga； at
Cordova； or at Granada； but at a word from me she would leave
everything； and come to meet me at some /venta/ or even in our lonely
camp。 Only onceit was at Malagashe caused me some uneasiness。 I
heard she had fixed her fancy upon a very rich merchant； with whom she
probably proposed to play her Gibraltar trick over again。 In spite of
everything /El Dancaire/ said to stop me； I started off； walked into Malaga
in broad daylight； sought for Carmen and carried her off instantly。 We had
a sharp altercation。
〃 'Do you know；' said she； 'now that you're my /rom/ for good and all； I
don't care for you so much as when you were my /minchorro/！ I won't be
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worried； and above all； I won't be ordered about。 I choose to be free to do
as I like。 Take care you don't drive me too far； if you tire me out； I'll find
some good fellow who'll serve you just as you served /El Tuerto/。'
〃/El Dancaire/ patched it up between us； but we had said things to each
other that rankled in our hearts； and we were not as we had been before。
Shortly after that we had a misfortune： the soldiers caught us； /El
Dancaire/ and two of my comrades were killed； two others were taken。 I
was sorely wounded； and； but for my good horse； I should have fallen into
the soldiers' hands。 Half dead with fatigue； and with a bullet in my body； I
sought shelter in a wood； with my only remaining comrade。 When I got off
my horse I fainted away； and I thought I was going to die there in the
brushwood； like a shot hare。 My comrade carried me to a cave he knew of；
and then he sent to fetch Carmen。
〃She was at Granada； and she hurried to me at once。 For a whole
fortnight she never left me for a single instant。 She never closed her eyes；
she nursed me with a skill and care such as no woman ever showed to the
man she loved most tenderly。 As soon as I could stand on my feet； she
conveyed me with the utmost secrecy to Granada。 These gipsy women
find safe shelter everywhere； and I spent more than six weeks in a house
only two doors from that of the /Corregidor/ who was trying to arrest me。
More than once I saw him pass by； from behind the shutter。 At last I
recovered； but I had thought a great deal； on my bed of pain； and I had
planned to change my way of life。 I suggested to Carmen that we should
leave Spain； and seek an honest livelihood in the New World。 She laughed
in my face。
〃 'We were not born to plant cabbages；' she cried。 'Our fate is to live
/payllos/！ Listen： I've arranged a business with Nathan Ben… Joseph at
Gibraltar。 He has cotton stuffs that he can not get through till you come to
fetch them。 He knows you're alive； and reckons upon you。 What would our
Gibraltar correspondents say if you failed them？'
〃I let myself by persuaded； and took up my vile trade once more。
〃While I was hiding at Granada there were bull…fights there； to which
Carmen went。 When she came back she talked a great deal about a skilful
/picador/ of the name of Lucas。 She knew the name of his horse； and how
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much his embroidered jacket had cost him。 I paid no attention to this； but a
few days later； Juanito； the only one of my comrades who was left； told me
he had seen Carmen with Lucas in a shop in the Zacatin。 Then I began to
feel alarmed。 I asked Carmen how and why she had made the /picador's/
acquaintance。
〃 'He's a man out of whom we may be able to get something；' said she。
'A noisy stream has either water in it or pebbles。 He has earned twelve
hundred reals at the bull…fights。 It must be one of two things： we must
either have his money； or else； as he is a good rider and a plucky fellow；
we can enroll him in our gang。 We have lost such an one an such an one；
you'll have to replace them。 Take this man with you！'
〃 'I want neither his money nor himself；' I replied； 'and I forbid you to
speak to him。'
〃 'Beware！' she retorted。 'If any one defies me to do a thing； it's very
quickly done。'
〃Luckily the /picador/ departed to Malaga； and I set about passing in
the Jew's cotton stuffs。 This expedition gave me a great deal to do； and
Carmen as well。 I forgot Lucas； and perhaps she forgot him too for the
moment； at all events。 It was just about that time； sir； that I met you； first
at Montilla； and then afterward at Cordova。 I won't talk about that last
interview。 You know more about it； perhaps； than I do。 Carmen stole your
watch from you； she wanted to have your money besides； and especially
that ring I see on your finger； and which she declared to be a magic ring；
the possession of which was very important to her。 We had a violent
quarrel； and I struck her。 She turned pale and began to cry。 It was the first
time I had ever seen her cry； and it affected me in the most painful manner。
I begged her to forgive me； but she sulked with me for a whole day； and
when I started back to Montilla she wouldn't kiss me。 My heart was still
very sore； when； three days later； she joined me with a smiling face and as
merry as a lark。 Everything was forgotten； and we were like a pair of
honeymoon lovers。 Just as we were parting she said； 'There's a /fete/ at
Cordova； I shall go and see it； and then I shall know what people will be
coming away with money； and I can warn you。'
〃I let her go。 When I was alone I thought about the /fete/； and about the
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change in Carmen's temper。 'She must have avenged herself already；' said I
to myself； 'since she was the first to make our quarrel up。' A peasant told
me there was to be bull…fighting at Cordova。 Then my blood began to boil；
and I went off like a madman straight to the bull…ring。 I had Lucas pointed
out to me； and on the bench； just beside the barrier； I recognised Carmen。
One glance at her was enough to turn my suspicion into certainty。 When
the first bull appeared Lucas began； as I had expected to play the agreeable；
he snatched the cockade off the bull and presented it to Carmen； who put it
in her hair at once。*
* /La divisa/。 A knot of ribbon； the colour of which indicates the
pasturage from which each bull comes。 This knot of ribbon is
fastened into the bull's hide with a sort of hook； and it is considered
the very height of gallantry to snatch it off the living beast and
present it to a woman。
〃The bull avenged me。 Lucas was knocked down； with his horse on his
chest； and the bull on top of both of them。 I looked for Carmen； she had
disappeared from her place already。 I couldn't get out of mine； and I was
obliged to wait until the bull…fight was over。 Then I went off to that house
you already know； and waited there quietly all that evening and part of the
night。 Toward two o'clock in the morning Carmen came back； and was
rather surprised to see me。
〃 'Come with me；' said I。
〃 'Very well；' said she； 'let's be off。'
〃I went and got my horse； and took her up behind me； and we travelled
all the rest of the night without saying a word to each other。 When daylight
came we stopped at a lonely inn； not far from a hermitage。 There I said to
Carmen：
〃 'ListenI forget everything； I won't mention anything to you。 But
swear one thing to methat you'll come with me to America； and live
there quietly！'
〃 'No；' said she； in a sulky voice； 'I won't go to AmericaI am very
well here。'
〃 'That's because you're near Lucas。 But be very sure that even if he
gets well now； he won't make old bones。 And； indeed； why should I
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quarrel with him？ I'm tired of killing all your lovers； I'll kill you this time。'
〃She looked at me steadily with her wild eyes； and then she said：
〃 'I've always thought you would kill me。 The very first time I saw you
I had just met a priest at the door of my house。 And to…night； as we were
going out of Cordova； didn't you see anything？ A hare ran across the road
between your horse's feet。 It is fate。'
〃 'Carmencita；' I asked； 'don't you love me any more？'
〃She gave me no answer； she was sitting cross…legged on a mat；
making marks on the ground with her finger。
〃 'Let us change our life； Carmen；' said I imploringly。 'Let us go away
and live somewhere we shall never be parted。 You know we have a
hundred and twenty gold ounces buried under an oak not far from here；
and then we have more money with Ben…Joseph the Jew。'
〃She began to smile； and then she said； 'Me first； and then you。 I know
it will happen like that。'
〃 'Think about it；' said I。 'I've come to the end of my patience and my
courage。 Make up your mindor else I must make up mine。'
〃I left her alone and walked toward the hermitage。 I found the hermit
praying。 I waited till his prayer was finished。 I longed to pray myself； but I
couldn't。 When he rose up from his knees I went to him。
〃 'Father；' I said； 'will you pray for some one who is in great danger？'
