a daughter of eve-第12章
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declared she would sell everything at public auction if they did not
offer her a proper price。 She had had the luck to please; she said; an
English lord; and she wanted to get rid of all her property and look
poor; so that he might give her a fine house and furniture; fit to
rival the Rothschilds。 But in spite of these persuasions and
subterfuges; all the dealers would offer her for a mass of belongings
worth a hundred and fifty thousand was seventy thousand。 Florine
thereupon offered to deliver over everything in eight days for eighty
thousand;〃To take or leave;〃 she said;and the bargain was
concluded。 After the men had departed she skipped for joy; like the
hills of King David; and performed all manner of follies; not having
thought herself so rich。
When Raoul came back she made him a little scene; pretending to be
hurt; she declared that he abandoned her; that she had reflected; men
did not pass from one party to another; from the stage to the Chamber;
without some reason; there was a woman at the bottom; she had a rival!
In short; she made him swear eternal fidelity。 Five days later she
gave a splendid feast。 The new journal was baptized in floods of wine
and wit; with oaths of loyalty; fidelity; and good…fellowship。 The
name; forgotten now like those of the Liberal; Communal; Departmental;
Garde National; Federal; Impartial; was something in 〃al〃 that was
equally imposing and evanescent。 At three in the morning Florine could
undress and go to bed as if alone; though no one had left the house;
these lights of the epoch were sleeping the sleep of brutes。 And when;
early in the morning; the packers and vans arrived to remove Florine's
treasures she laughed to see the porters moving the bodies of the
celebrated men like pieces of furniture that lay in their way。 〃Sic
transit〃 all her fine things! all her presents and souvenirs went to
the shops of the various dealers; where no one on seeing them would
know how those flowers of luxury had been originally paid for。 It was
agreed that a few little necessary articles should be left; for
Florine's personal convenience until evening;her bed; a table; a few
chairs; and china enough to give her guests their breakfast。
Having gone to sleep beneath the draperies of wealth and luxury; these
distinguished men awoke to find themselves within bare walls; full of
nail…holes; degraded into abject poverty。
〃Why; Florine!The poor girl has been seized for debt!〃 cried Bixiou;
who was one of the guests。 〃Quick! a subscription for her!〃
On this they all roused up。 Every pocket was emptied and produced a
total of thirty…seven francs; which Raoul carried in jest to Florine's
bedside。 She burst out laughing and lifted her pillow; beneath which
lay a mass of bank…notes to which she pointed。
Raoul called to Blondet。
〃Ah! I see!〃 cried Blondet。 〃The little cheat has sold herself out
without a word to us。 Well done; you little angel!〃
Thereupon; the actress was borne in triumph into the dining…room where
most of the party still remained。 The lawyer and du Tillet had
departed。
That evening Florine had an ovation at the theatre; the story of her
sacrifice had circulated among the audience。
〃I'd rather be applauded for my talent;〃 said her rival in the green…
room。
〃A natural desire in an actress who has never been applauded at all;〃
remarked Florine。
During the evening Florine's maid installed her in Raoul's apartment
in the Passage Sandrie。 Raoul himself was to encamp in the house where
the office of the new journal was established。
Such was the rival of the innocent Madame de Vandenesse。 Raoul was the
connecting link between the actress and the countess;a knot severed
by a duchess in the days of Louis XV。 by the poisoning of Adrienne
Lecouvreur; a not inconceivable vengeance; considering the offence。
Florine; however; was not in the way of Raoul's dawning passion。 She
foresaw the lack of money in the difficult enterprise he had
undertaken; and she asked for leave of absence from the theatre。 Raoul
conducted the negotiation in a way to make himself more than ever
valuable to her。 With the good sense of the peasant in La Fontaine's
fable; who makes sure of a dinner while the patricians talk; the
actress went into the provinces to cut faggots for her celebrated man
while he was employed in hunting power。
CHAPTER VI
ROMANTIC LOVE
On the morrow of the ball given by Lady Dudley; Marie; without having
received the slightest declaration; believed that she was loved by
Raoul according to the programme of her dreams; and Raoul was aware
that the countess had chosen him for her lover。 Though neither had
reached the incline of such emotions where preliminaries are abridged;
both were on the road to it。 Raoul; wearied with the dissipations of
life; longed for an ideal world; while Marie; from whom the thought of
wrong…doing was far; indeed; never imagined the possibility of going
out of such a world。 No love was ever more innocent or purer than
theirs; but none was ever more enthusiastic or more entrancing in
thought。
The countess was captivated by ideas worthy of the days of chivalry;
though completely modernized。 The glowing conversation of the poet had
more echo in her mind than in her heart。 She thought it fine to be his
providence。 How sweet the thought of supporting by her white and
feeble hand this colossus;whose feet of clay she did not choose to
see; of giving life where life was needed; of being secretly the
creator of a career; of helping a man of genius to struggle with fate
and master it。 Ah! to embroider his scarf for the tournament! to
procure him weapons! to be his talisman against ill…fortune! his balm
for every wound! For a woman brought up like Marie; religious and
noble as she was; such a love was a form of charity。 Hence the
boldness of it。 Pure sentiments often compromise themselves with a
lofty disdain that resembles the boldness of courtesans。
As soon as by her specious distinctions Marie had convinced herself
that she did not in any way impair her conjugal faith; she rushed into
the happiness of loving Raoul。 The least little things of her daily
life acquired a charm。 Her boudoir; where she thought of him; became a
sanctuary。 There was nothing there that did not rouse some sense of
pleasure; even her ink…stand was the coming accomplice in the
pleasures of correspondence; for she would now have letters to read
and answer。 Dress; that splendid poesy of the feminine life; unknown
or exhausted by her; appeared to her eyes endowed with a magic
hitherto unperceived。 It suddenly became clear to her what it is to
most women; the manifestation of an inward thought; a language; a
symbol。 How many enjoyments in a toilet arranged to please HIM; to do
HIM honor! She gave herself up ingenuously to all those gracefully
charming things in which so many Parisian women spend their lives; and
which give such significance to all that we see about them; and in
them; and on them。 Few women go to milliners and dressmakers for their
own pleasure and interest。 When old they never think of adornment。 The
next time you meet in the street a young woman stopping for a moment
to look into a shop…window; examine her face carefully。 〃Will he think
I look better in that?〃 are the words written on that fair brow; in
the eyes sparkling with hope; in the smile that flickers on the lips。
Lady Dudley's ball took place on a Saturday night。 On the following
Monday the countess went to the Opera; feeling certain of seeing
Raoul; who was; in fact; watching for her on one of the stairways
leading down to the stalls。 With what delight did she observe the
unwonted care he had bestowed upon his clothes。 This despiser of the
laws of elegance had brushed and perfumed his hair; his waistcoat
followed the fashion; his cravat was well tied; the bosom of his shirt
was irreproachably smooth。 Raoul was standing with his arms crossed as
if posed for his portrait; magnificently indifferent to the rest of
the audience and full of repressed impatience。 Though lowered; his
eyes were turned to the red velvet cushion on which lay Marie's arm。
Felix; seated in the opposite corner of the box; had his back to
Nathan。
So; in a moment; as it were; Marie had compelled this remarkable man
to abjure his cynicism in the line of clothes。 All women; high or low;
are filled with delight on seeing a first proof of their power in one
of these sudden metamorphoses。 Such changes are an admission of
serfdom。
〃Those women were right; there is a great pleasure in being
understood;〃 she said to herself; thinking of her treacherous friends。
When the two lovers had gazed around the theatre with that glance that
takes in everything; they exchanged a look of intelligence。 It was for
each as if some celestial dew had refreshed their hearts; burned…up
with expectation。
〃I have been here for an hour in purgatory; but now the heavens are
opening;〃 said Raoul's eyes。
〃I knew you were waiting; but how could I help it?〃 replied those of
the countess。
Thieves; spies; lovers; diplomats; and slaves of any kind alone know
the resources and comforts of a glance。 They alone know what it
contains of meaning; sweetness; thought; anger; villainy; displayed by
the modification of that ray of light which conveys the soul。 Between
the box of the Comtesse Felix de Vandenesse and the step on which
Raoul had perched there were barely thirty feet; and yet it was
impossible to wipe out that distance。 To a fiery being; who had
hitherto known no space between his wishes and their gratification;
this imaginary but insuperable gulf inspired a mad desire to spring to
the countess with the bound of a tiger。 In a species of rage he
determined to try the ground and bow openly to the countess。 She
returned the bow with one of those slight inclinations of the head
with which women take from their adorers all desire to continue their
attempt。 Comte Felix turned round to see who had bowed to his wife; he
saw Nathan; but did not bow; and seemed to inquire the meaning of such
audacity; then he turned back slowly and said a few words to his wife。
Evidently the door of that box was closed to Nathan; who cast a
terrible look of hatred upon Felix。
Madame d'Espard had seen the whole thing from her box; which was just
above where Raoul was standing。 She raised her voice in crying bravo
to some singer; which caused Nathan to look up to her; he bowed and
received in return a gracious smile which seemed to say:
〃If they won't admit you there come here to me。〃
Raoul obeyed the silent summons and went to her box。 He felt the need
of showing himself in a place which might teach that little Vandenesse
that fame was every whit as good as nobility; and that all doors
turned on their hinges to admit him。 The marquise made him s