david elginbrod-第7章
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higher we rise; the simpler we become; and David was one of those of
whom is the kingdom of Heaven。 There is a childhood into which we
have to grow; just as there is a childhood which we must leave
behind; a childlikeness which is the highest gain of humanity; and a
childishness from which but few of those who are counted the wisest
among men; have freed themselves in their imagined progress towards
the reality of things。
CHAPTER VII。
THE SECRET OF THE WOOD。
The unthrift sunne shot vitall gold;
A thousand pieces;
And heaven its azure did unfold;
Chequered with snowy fleeces。
The air was all in spice;
And every bush
A garland wore: Thus fed my Eyes;
But all the Eare lay hush。
HENRY VAUGHAN。
It was not in mathematics alone that Hugh Sutherland was serviceable
to Margaret Elginbrod。 That branch of study had been chosen for her
father; not for her; but her desire to learn had led her to lay hold
upon any mental provision with which the table happened to be
spread; and the more eagerly that her father was a guest at the same
feast。 Before long; Hugh bethought him that it might possibly be of
service to her; in the course of her reading; if he taught her
English a little more thoroughly than she had probably picked it up
at the parish school; to which she had been in the habit of going
till within a very short period of her acquaintance with the
tutor。The English reader must not suppose the term parish school
to mean what the same term would mean if used in England。 Boys and
girls of very different ranks go to the Scotch parish schools; and
the fees are so small as to place their education within the reach
of almost the humblest means。To his proposal to this effect
Margaret responded thankfully; and it gave Hugh an opportunity of
directing her attention to many of the more delicate distinctions in
literature; for the appreciation of which she manifested at once a
remarkable aptitude。
Coleridge's poems had been read long ago; some of them; indeed;
almost committed to memory in the process of repeated perusal。 No
doubt a good many of them must have been as yet too abstruse for
her; not in the least; however; from inaptitude in her for such
subjects as they treated of; but simply because neither the terms
nor the modes of thought could possibly have been as yet presented
to her in so many different positions as to enable her to comprehend
their scope。 Hugh lent her Sir Walter's poems next; but those she
read at an eye…glance。 She returned the volume in a week; saying
merely; they were 〃verra bonnie stories。〃 He saw at once that; to
have done them justice with the girl; he ought to have lent them
first。 But that could not be helped now; and what should come next?
Upon this he took thought。 His library was too small to cause much
perplexity of choice; but for a few days he continued undecided。
Meantime the interest he felt in his girl…pupil deepened greatly。
She became a kind of study to him。 The expression of her
countenance was far inferior to her intelligence and power of
thought。 It was still to excessalmost dull in ordinary; not from
any fault in the mould of the features; except; perhaps; in the
upper lip; which seemed deficient in drawing; if I may be allowed
the expression; but from the absence of that light which indicates
the presence of active thought and feeling within。 In this respect
her face was like the earthen pitcher of Gideon: it concealed the
light。 She seemed to have; to a peculiar degree; the faculty of
retiring inside。 But now and then; while he was talking to her; and
doubtful; from the lack of expression; whether she was even
listening with attention to what he was saying; her face would
lighten up with a radiant smile of intelligence; not; however;
throwing the light upon him; and in a moment reverting to its former
condition of still twilight。 Her person seemed not to be as yet
thoroughly possessed or informed by her spirit。 It sat apart within
her; and there was no ready transit from her heart to her face。
This lack of presence in the face is quite common in pretty
school…girls and rustic beauties; but it was manifest to an unusual
degree in the case of Margaret。 Yet most of the forms and lines in
her face were lovely; and when the light did shine through them for
a passing moment; her countenance seemed absolutely beautiful。
Hence it grew into an almost haunting temptation with Hugh; to try
to produce this expression; to unveil the coy light of the beautiful
soul。 Often he tried; often he failed; and sometimes he succeeded。
Had they been alone it might have become dangerousI mean for
Hugh; I cannot tell for Margaret。
When they first met; she had just completed her seventeenth year;
but; at an age when a town…bred girl is all but a woman; her manners
were those of a child。 This childishness; however; soon began to
disappear; and the peculiar stillness of her face; of which I have
already said so much; made her seem older than she was。
It was now early summer; and all the other trees in the woodof
which there were not many besides the firs of various kindshad put
on their fresh leaves; heaped up in green clouds between the
wanderer and the heavens。 In the morning the sun shone so clear
upon these; that; to the eyes of one standing beneath; the light
seemed to dissolve them away to the most ethereal forms of glorified
foliage。 They were to be claimed for earth only by the shadows that
the one cast upon the other; visible from below through the
transparent leaf。 This effect is very lovely in the young season of
the year; when the leaves are more delicate and less crowded; and
especially in the early morning; when the light is most clear and
penetrating。 By the way; I do not think any man is compelled to bid
good…bye to his childhood: every man may feel young in the morning;
middle…aged in the afternoon; and old at night。 A day corresponds
to a life; and the portions of the one are 〃pictures in little〃 of
the seasons of the other。 Thus far man may rule even time; and
gather up; in a perfect being; youth and age at once。
One morning; about six o'clock; Hugh; who had never been so early in
the wood since the day he had met Margaret there; was standing under
a beech…tree; looking up through its multitudinous leaves;
illuminated; as I have attempted to describe; with the sidelong rays
of the brilliant sun。 He was feeling young; and observing the forms
of nature with a keen discriminating gaze: that was all。 Fond of
writing verses; he was studying nature; not as a true lover; but as
one who would hereafter turn his discoveries to use。 For it must be
confessed that nature affected him chiefly through the medium of
poetry; and that he was far more ambitious of writing beautiful
things about nature than of discovering and understanding; for their
own sakes; any of her hidden yet patent meanings。 Changing his
attitude after a few moments; he descried; under another beech…tree;
not far from him; Margaret; standing and looking up fixedly as he
had been doing a moment before。 He approached her; and she; hearing
his advance; looked; and saw him; but did not move。 He thought he
saw the glimmer of tears in her eyes。 She was the first to speak;
however。
〃What were you seeing up there; Mr。 Sutherland?〃
〃I was only looking at the bright leaves; and the shadows upon
them。〃
〃Ah! I thocht maybe ye had seen something。〃
〃What do you mean; Margaret?〃
〃I dinna richtly ken mysel'。 But I aye expeck to see something in
this fir…wood。 I'm here maist mornin's as the day dawns; but I'm
later the day。〃
〃We were later than usual at our work last night。 But what kind of
thing do you expect to see?〃
〃That's jist what I dinna ken。 An' I canna min' whan I began to
come here first; luikin' for something。 I've tried mony a time; but
I canna min'; do what I like。〃
Margaret had never said so much about herself before。 I can account
for it only on the supposition that Hugh had gradually assumed in
her mind a kind of pastoral superiority; which; at a favourable
moment; inclined her to impart her thoughts to him。 But he did not
know what to say to this strange fact in her history。 She went on;
however; as if; having broken the ice; she must sweep it away as
well。
〃The only thing 'at helps me to account for't; is a picter in our
auld Bible; o' an angel sittin' aneth a tree; and haudin' up his
han' as gin he were speakin' to a woman 'at's stan'in' afore him。
Ilka time 'at I come across that picter; I feel direckly as gin I
war my lane in this fir…wood here; sae I suppose that when I was a
wee bairn; I maun hae come oot some mornin' my lane; wi' the
expectation o' seein' an angel here waitin' for me; to speak to me
like the ane i' the Bible。 But never an angel hae I seen。 Yet I
aye hae an expectation like o' seein' something; I kenna what; for
the whole place aye seems fu' o' a presence; an' it's a hantle mair
to me nor the kirk an' the sermon forby; an' for the singin'; the
soun' i' the fir…taps is far mair solemn and sweet at the same time;
an' muckle mair like praisin' o' God than a' the psalms thegither。
But I aye think 'at gin I could hear Milton playin' on's organ; it
would be mair like that soun' o' mony waters; than onything else 'at
I can think o'。〃
Hugh stood and gazed at her in astonishment。 To his more refined
ear; there was a strange incongruity between the somewhat coarse
dialect in which she spoke; and the things she uttered in it。 Not
that he was capable of entering into her feelings; much less of
explaining them to her。 He felt that there was something remarkable
in them; but attributed both the thoughts themselves and their
influence on him; to an uncommon and weird imagination。 As of such
origin; however; he was just the one to value them highly。
〃Those are very strange ideas;〃 he said。
〃But what can there be about the wood? The very primrosesye
brocht me the first this spring yersel'; Mr。 Sutherlandcome out at
the fit o' the trees; and look at me as if they said; 'We kenwe
ken a' aboot it;' but never a word mair they say。 There's something
by ordinar' in't。〃
〃Do you like no other place besides?〃 said Hugh; for the sake of
saying something。
〃Ou ay; mony ane; but nane like this。〃
〃What kind of place do you like best?〃
〃I like places wi' green grass an' flowers amo't。〃
〃You like flowers then?〃
〃Like them! whiles they gar me greet an' whiles they gar me lauch;
but there's mair i' them than that; an' i' the wood too。 I canna
richtly say my prayers in ony ither place。〃
The Scotch dialect; especially to one brought up in the Highlands;
was a considerable antidote to the effect of the beauty of what
Margaret said。
Suddenly it struck Hugh; that if Margaret were such an admirer of
nature; possibly she might enjoy Wordsworth。 He himself was as yet
incapable of doing him anything like justice; and; with the
arrogance of youth; did not hesitate to smile at the Excursion;
picking out an awkward line here and there as especial food for
laughter even。 But many of his smaller pieces he enjoyed very
heartily; although not thoroughlythe element of C