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grotesque designs; representing Turkish landscapes; on a varnished

paper which decorated the walls of the dining…room。 Mademoiselle

Gamard usually sat in this room; which boasted of two pier tables and

a barometer。 Before the chair of each abbe was a little cushion

covered with worsted work; the colors of which were faded。 The salon

in which she received company was worthy of its mistress。 It will be

visible to the eye at once when we state that it went by the name of

the 〃yellow salon。〃 The curtains were yellow; the furniture and walls

yellow; on the mantelpiece; surmounted by a mirror in a gilt frame;

the candlesticks and a clock all of crystal struck the eye with sharp

brilliancy。 As to the private apartment of Mademoiselle Gamard; no one

had ever been permitted to look into it。 Conjecture alone suggested

that it was full of odds and ends; worn…out furniture; and bits of

stuff and pieces dear to the hearts of all old maids。



Such was the woman destined to exert a vast influence on the last

years of the Abbe Birotteau。



For want of exercising in nature's own way the activity bestowed upon

women; and yet impelled to spend it in some way or other; Mademoiselle

Gamard had acquired the habit of using it in petty intrigues;

provincial cabals; and those self…seeking schemes which occupy; sooner

or later; the lives of all old maids。 Birotteau; unhappily; had

developed in Sophie Gamard the only sentiments which it was possible

for that poor creature to feel;those of hatred; a passion hitherto

latent under the calmness and monotony of provincial life; but which

was now to become the more intense because it was spent on petty

things and in the midst of a narrow sphere。 Birotteau was one of those

beings who are predestined to suffer because; being unable to see

things; they cannot avoid them; to them the worst happens。



〃Yes; it will be a fine day;〃 replied the canon; after a pause;

apparently issuing from a revery and wishing to conform to the rules

of politeness。



Birotteau; frightened at the length of time which had elapsed between

the question and the answer;for he had; for the first time in his

life; taken his coffee without uttering a word;now left the dining…

room where his heart was squeezed as if in a vise。 Feeling that the

coffee lay heavy on his stomach; he went to walk in a sad mood among

the narrow; box…edged garden paths which outlined a star in the little

garden。 As he turned after making the first round; he saw Mademoiselle

Gamard and the Abbe Troubert standing stock…still and silent on the

threshold of the door;he with his arms folded and motionless like a

statue on a tomb; she leaning against the blind door。 Both seemed to

be gazing at him and counting his steps。 Nothing is so embarrassing to

a creature naturally timid as to feel itself the object of a close

examination; and if that is made by the eyes of hatred; the sort of

suffering it causes is changed into intolerable martyrdom。



Presently Birotteau fancied he was preventing Mademoiselle Gamard and

the abbe from walking in the narrow path。 That idea; inspired equally

by fear and kindness; became so strong that he left the garden and

went to the church; thinking no longer of his canonry; so absorbed was

he by the disheartening tyranny of the old maid。 Luckily for him he

happened to find much to do at Saint…Gatien;several funerals; a

marriage; and two baptisms。 Thus employed he forgot his griefs。 When

his stomach told him that dinner was ready he drew out his watch and

saw; not without alarm; that it was some minutes after four。 Being

well aware of Mademoiselle Gamard's punctuality; he hurried back to

the house。



He saw at once on passing the kitchen door that the first course had

been removed。 When he reached the dining…room the old maid said; with

a tone of voice in which were mingled sour rebuke and joy at being

able to blame him:



〃It is half…past four; Monsieur Birotteau。 You know we are not to wait

for you。〃



The vicar looked at the clock in the dining…room; and saw at once; by

the way the gauze which protected it from dust had been moved; that

his landlady had opened the face of the dial and set the hands in

advance of the clock of the cathedral。 He could make no remark。 Had he

uttered his suspicion it would only have caused and apparently

justified one of those fierce and eloquent expositions to which

Mademoiselle Gamard; like other women of her class; knew very well how

to give vent in particular cases。 The thousand and one annoyances

which a servant will sometimes make her master bear; or a woman her

husband; were instinctively divined by Mademoiselle Gamard and used

upon Birotteau。 The way in which she delighted in plotting against the

poor vicar's domestic comfort bore all the marks of what we must call

a profoundly malignant genius。 Yet she so managed that she was never;

so far as eye could see; in the wrong。





III



Eight days after the date on which this history began; the new

arrangements of the household and the relations which grew up between

the Abbe Birotteau and Mademoiselle Gamard revealed to the former the

existence of a plot which had been hatching for the last six months。



As long as the old maid exercised her vengeance in an underhand way;

and the vicar was able to shut his eyes to it and refuse to believe in

her malevolent intentions; the moral effect upon him was slight。 But

since the affair of the candlestick and the altered clock; Birotteau

would doubt no longer that he was under an eye of hatred turned fully

upon him。 From that moment he fell into despair; seeing everywhere the

skinny; clawlike fingers of Mademoiselle Gamard ready to hook into his

heart。 The old maid; happy in a sentiment as fruitful of emotions as

that of vengeance; enjoyed circling and swooping above the vicar as a

bird of prey hovers and swoops above a field…mouse before pouncing

down upon it and devouring it。 She had long since laid a plan which

the poor dumbfounded priest was quite incapable of imagining; and

which she now proceeded to unfold with that genius for little things

often shown by solitary persons; whose souls; incapable of feeling the

grandeur of true piety; fling themselves into the details of outward

devotion。



The petty nature of his troubles prevented Birotteau; always effusive

and liking to be pitied and consoled; from enjoying the soothing

pleasure of taking his friends into his confidence;a last but cruel

aggravation of his misery。 The little amount of tact which he derived

from his timidity made him fear to seem ridiculous in concerning

himself with such pettiness。 And yet those petty things made up the

sum of his existence;that cherished existence; full of busyness

about nothings; and of nothingness in its business; a colorless barren

life in which strong feelings were misfortunes; and the absence of

emotion happiness。 The poor priest's paradise was changed; in a

moment; into hell。 His sufferings became intolerable。 The terror he

felt at the prospect of a discussion with Mademoiselle Gamard

increased day by day; the secret distress which blighted his life

began to injure his health。 One morning; as he put on his mottled blue

stockings; he noticed a marked dimunition in the circumference of his

calves。 Horrified by so cruel and undeniable a symptom; he resolved to

make an effort and appeal to the Abbe Troubert; requesting him to

intervene; officially; between Mademoiselle Gamard and himself。



When he found himself in presence of the imposing canon; who; in order

to receive his visitor in a bare and cheerless room; had hastily

quitted a study full of papers; where he worked incessantly; and where

no one was ever admitted; the vicar felt half ashamed at speaking of

Mademoiselle Gamard's provocations to a man who appeared to be so

gravely occupied。 But after going through the agony of the mental

deliberations which all humble; undecided; and feeble persons endure

about things of even no importance; he decided; not without much

swelling and beating of the heart; to explain his position to the Abbe

Troubert。



The canon listened in a cold; grave manner; trying; but in vain; to

repress an occasional smile which to more intelligent eyes than those

of the vicar might have betrayed the emotions of a secret

satisfaction。 A flame seemed to dart from his eyelids when Birotteau

pictured with the eloquence of genuine feeling the constant bitterness

he was made to swallow; but Troubert laid his hand above those lids

with a gesture very common to thinkers; maintaining the dignified

demeanor which was usual with him。 When the vicar had ceased to speak

he would indeed have been puzzled had he sought on Troubert's face;

marbled with yellow blotches even more yellow than his usually bilious

skin; for any trace of the feelings he must have excited in that

mysterious priest。



After a moment's silence the canon made one of those answers which

required long study before their meaning could be thoroughly

perceived; though later they proved to reflecting persons the

astonishing depths of his spirit and the power of his mind。 He simply

crushed Birotteau by telling him that 〃these things amazed him all the

more because he should never have suspected their existence were it

not for his brother's confession。 He attributed such stupidity on his

part to the gravity of his occupations; his labors; the absorption in

which his mind was held by certain elevated thoughts which prevented

his taking due notice of the petty details of life。〃 He made the vicar

observe; but without appearing to censure the conduct of a man whose

age and connections deserved all respect; that 〃in former days;

recluses thought little about their food and lodging in the solitude

of their retreats; where they were lost in holy contemplations;〃 and

that 〃in our days; priests could make a retreat for themselves in the

solitude of their own hearts。〃 Then; reverting to Birotteau's affairs;

he added that 〃such disagreements were a novelty to him。 For twelve

years nothing of the kind had occurred between Mademoiselle Gamard and

the venerable Abbe Chapeloud。 As for himself; he might; no doubt; be

an arbitrator between the vicar and their landlady; because his

friendship for that person had never gone beyond the limits imposed by

the Church on her faithful servants; but if so; justice demanded that

he should hear both sides。 He certainly saw no change in Mademoiselle

Gamard; who seemed to him the same as ever; he had always submitted to

a few of her caprices; knowing that the excellent woman was kindness

and gentleness itself; the slight fluctuations of her temper should be

attributed; he thought; to sufferings caused by a pulmonary affection;

of which she said little; resigning herself to bear them in a truly

Christian spirit。〃 He ended by assuring the vicar that 〃if he stayed a

few years longer i

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