the moon and sixpence(月球和六便士)-第44章
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and felt in a better humour。
〃Now； where is the Red One？〃 he asked。
〃He is in the house； painting。 I have not told him you were coming。
Go in and see him。〃
〃But what does he complain of？ If he is well enough to paint； he is
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well enough to have come down to Taravao and save me this confounded
walk。 I presume my time is no less valuable than his。〃
Ata did not speak； but with the boy followed him to the house。 The girl
who had brought him was by this time sitting on the verandah； and here
was lying an old woman； with her back to the wall； making native
cigarettes。 Ata pointed to the door。 The doctor； wondering irritably why
they behaved so strangely； entered； and there found Strickland cleaning his
palette。 There was a picture on the easel。 Strickland； clad only in a ； was standing with his back to the door； but he turned round when
he heard the sound of boots。 He gave the doctor a look of vexation。 He
was surprised to see him； and resented the intrusion。 But the doctor gave
a gasp； he was rooted to the floor； and he stared with all his eyes。 This was
not what he expected。 He was seized with horror。
〃You enter without ceremony；〃 said Strickland。 〃What can I do for
you？〃
The doctor recovered himself； but it required quite an effort for him to
find his voice。 All his irritation was gone； and he felt he felt an overwhelming pity。
〃I am Dr。 Coutras。 I was down at Taravao to see the chiefess； and Ata
sent for me to see you。〃
〃She's a damned fool。 I have had a few aches and pains lately and a
little fever； but that's nothing； it will pass off。 Next time anyone went to
Papeete I was going to send for some quinine。〃
〃Look at yourself in the glass。〃
Strickland gave him a glance； smiled； and went over to a cheap mirror
in a little wooden frame； that hung on the wall。
〃Well？〃
〃Do you not see a strange change in your face？ Do you not see the
thickening of your features and a look how shall I describe it？ the
books call it lion…faced。 ； must I tell you that you
have a terrible disease？〃
〃I？〃
〃When you look at yourself in the glass you see the typical appearance
of the leper。〃
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〃You are jesting；〃 said Strickland。
〃I wish to God I were。〃
〃Do you intend to tell me that I have leprosy？〃
〃Unfortunately； there can be no doubt of it。〃
Dr。 Coutras had delivered sentence of death on many men； and he
could never overcome the horror with which it filled him。 He felt always
the furious hatred that must seize a man condemned when he compared
himself with the doctor； sane and healthy； who had the inestimable
privilege of life。 Strickland looked at him in silence。 Nothing of emotion
could be seen on his face； disfigured already by the loathsome disease。
〃Do they know？〃 he asked at last； pointing to the persons on the
verandah； now sitting in unusual； unaccountable silence。
〃These natives know the signs so well；〃 said the doctor。 〃They were
afraid to tell you。〃
Strickland stepped to the door and looked out。 There must have been
something terrible in his face； for suddenly they all burst out into loud
cries and lamentation。 They lifted up their voices and they wept。
Strickland did not speak。 After looking at them for a moment； he came
back into the room。
〃How long do you think I can last？〃
〃Who knows？ Sometimes the disease continues for twenty years。 It is
a mercy when it runs its course quickly。〃
Strickland went to his easel and looked reflectively at the picture that
stood on it。
〃You have had a long journey。 It is fitting that the bearer of
important tidings should be rewarded。 Take this picture。 It means
nothing to you now； but it may be that one day you will be glad to have it。〃
Dr。 Coutras protested that he needed no payment for his journey； he
had already given back to Ata the hundred…franc note； but Strickland
insisted that he should take the picture。 Then together they went out on the
verandah。 The natives were sobbing violently。 〃Be quiet； woman。
Dry thy tears；〃 said Strickland； addressing Ata。 〃There is no great harm。
I shall leave thee very soon。〃
〃They are not going to take thee away？〃 she cried。
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At that time there was no rigid sequestration on the islands； and lepers；
if they chose； were allowed to go free。
〃I shall go up into the mountain；〃 said Strickland。
Then Ata stood up and faced him。
〃Let the others go if they choose； but I will not leave thee。 Thou art my
man and I am thy woman。 If thou leavest me I shall hang myself on the
tree that is behind the house。 I swear it by God。〃
There was something immensely forcible in the way she spoke。 She
was no longer the meek； soft native girl； but a determined woman。 She
was extraordinarily transformed。
〃Why shouldst thou stay with me？ Thou canst go back to Papeete； and
thou wilt soon find another white man。 The old woman can take care of
thy children； and Tiare will be glad to have thee back。〃
〃Thou art my man and I am thy woman。 Whither thou goest I will go；
too。〃 For a moment Strickland's fortitude was shaken； and a tear filled
each of his eyes and trickled slowly down his cheeks。 Then he gave the
sardonic smile which was usual with him。
〃Women are strange little beasts；〃 he said to Dr。 Coutras。 〃You can
treat them like dogs； you can beat them till your arm aches； and still they
love you。〃 He shrugged his shoulders。 〃Of course； it is one of the most
absurd illusions of Christianity that they have souls。〃
〃What is it that thou art saying to the doctor？〃 asked Ata suspiciously。
〃Thou wilt not go？〃
〃If it please thee I will stay； poor child。〃
Ata flung herself on her knees before him； and clasped his legs with
her arms and kissed them。 Strickland looked at Dr。 Coutras with a faint
smile。
〃In the end they get you； and you are helpless in their hands。 White or
brown； they are all the same。〃
Dr。 Coutras felt that it was absurd to offer expressions of regret in so
terrible a disaster； and he took his leave。 Strickland told Tane； the boy； to
lead him to the village。 Dr。 Coutras paused for a moment； and then he
addressed himself to me。
〃I did not like him； I have told you he was not sympathetic to me； but
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as I walked slowly down to Taravao I could not prevent an unwilling
admiration for the stoical courage which enabled him to bear perhaps the
most dreadful of human afflictions。 When Tane left me I told him I would
send some medicine that might be of service； but my hope was small that
Strickland would consent to take it； and even smaller that； if he did； it
would do him good。 I gave the boy a message for Ata that I would come
whenever she sent for me。 Life is hard； and Nature takes sometimes a
terrible delight in torturing her children。 It was with a heavy heart that I
drove back to my comfortable home in Papeete。〃
For a long time none of us spoke。
〃But Ata did not send for me；〃 the doctor went on； at last； 〃and it
chanced that I did not go to that part of the island for a long time。 I had
no news of Strickland。 Once or twice I heard that Ata had been to
Papeete to buy painting materials； but I did not happen to see her。 More
than two years passed before I went to Taravao again； and then it was once
more to see the old chiefess。 I asked them whether they had heard
anything of Strickland。 By now it was known everywhere that he had
leprosy。 First Tane； the boy； had left the house； and then； a little time
afterwards； the old woman and her grandchild。 Strickland and Ata were
left alone with their babies。 No one went near the plantation； for； as you
know； the natives have a very lively horror of the disease； and in the old
days when it was discovered the sufferer was killed； but sometimes； when
the village boys were scrambling about the hills； they would catch sight of
the white man； with his great red beard； wandering about。 They fled in
terror。 Sometimes Ata would come down to the village at night and arouse
the trader； so that he might sell her various things of which she stood in
need。 She knew that the natives looked upon her with the same horrified
aversion as they looked upon Strickland； and she kept out of their way。
Once some women； venturing nearer than usual to the plantation； saw her
washing clothes in the brook； and they threw stones at her。 After that the
trader was told to give her the message that if she used the brook again
men would come and burn down her house。〃
〃Brutes；〃 I said。
〃； men are always the same。 Fear
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makes them cruel。。。。 I decided to see Strickland； and when I had finished
with the chiefess asked for a boy to show me the way。 But none would
accompany me； and I was forced to find it alone。〃
When Dr。 Coutras arrived at the plantation he was seized with a
feeling of uneasiness。 Though he was hot from walking； he sh
