the crusade of the excelsior-第24章
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goddess…like indifference that was more effective with the man
before her than the most elaborate explanation。 〃You don't mind
themdo you?for we are all friends together。 My position; you
know;〃 she added sadly; 〃prevents my always following my own
inclinations or preferences。 Poor Markham; I fear the world does
not do justice to his gentle; impressible nature。 I sympathize
with him deeply; we have both had our afflictions; we have both
lost。 Good heavens!〃 she exclaimed; with a sudden exaggerated
start of horror; 〃what have I done? Forgive my want of tact; dear
friend; I had forgotten; wretched being that I am; that YOU; too〃
She caught his hand in both hers; and bowed her head over it as if
unable to finish her sentence。
Brimmer; who had been utterly mystified and amazed at this picture
of Markham's disconsolate attitude to the world; and particularly
to the woman before him; was completely finished by this later
tribute to his own affliction。 His usually composed features;
however; easily took upon themselves a graver cast as he kept; and
pressed; the warm hands in his own。
〃Fool that I was;〃 continued Miss Montgomery; 〃in thinking of poor
Markham's childlike; open grief; I forgot the deeper sorrow that
the more manly heart experiences under an exterior that seems cold
and impassible。 Yes;〃 she said; raising her languid eyes to
Brimmer; 〃I ought to have felt the throb of that volcano under its
mask of snow。 You have taught me a lesson。〃
Withdrawing her hands hastily; as if the volcano had shown some
signs of activity; she leaned back on the sofa again。
〃You are not yet reconciled to Mr。 Keene's expedition; then?〃 she
asked languidly。
〃I believe that everything has been already done;〃 said Brimmer;
somewhat stiffly; 〃all sources of sensible inquiry have been
exhausted by me。 But I envy Keene the eminently practical
advantages his impractical journey gives him;〃 he added; arresting
himself; gallantly; 〃he goes with you。〃
〃Truly!〃 said Miss Montgomery; with the melancholy abstraction of a
stage soliloquy。 〃Beyond obeying the dictates of his brotherly
affection; he gains no real advantage in learning whether his
sister is alive or dead。 The surety of her death would not make
him freer than he is nowfreer to absolutely follow the dictates
of a new affection; free to make his own life again。 It is a
sister; not a wife; he seeks。〃
Mr。 Brimmer's forehead slightly contracted。 He leaned back a
little more rigidly in his chair; and fixed a critical; half
supercilious look upon her。 She did not seem to notice his almost
impertinent scrutiny; but sat silent; with her eyes bent on the
carpet; in gloomy abstraction。
〃Can you keep a secret?〃 she said; as if with a sudden resolution。
〃Yes;〃 said Brimmer briefly; without changing his look。
〃You know I am a married woman。 You have heard the story of my
wrongs?〃
〃I have heard them;〃 said Brimmer dryly。
〃Well; the husband who abused and deserted me was; I have reason to
believe; a passenger on the Excelsior。〃
〃M'Corkle!impossible。 There was no such name on the passenger
list。〃
〃M'Corkle!〃 repeated Miss Montgomery; with a dissonant tone in her
voice and a slight flash in her eyes。 〃What are you thinking of?
There never was a Mr。 M'Corkle; it was one of my noms de plume。
And where did YOU hear it?〃
〃I beg your pardon; I must have got it from the press notices of
your book of poetry。 I knew that Montgomery was only a stage name;
and as it was necessary that I should have another in making the
business investments you were good enough to charge me with; I used
what I thought was your real name。 It can be changed; or you can
sign M'Corkle。〃
〃Let it go;〃 said Miss Montgomery; resuming her former manner。
〃What matters? I wish there was no such thing as business。 Well;〃
she resumed; after a pause; 〃my husband's name is Hurlstone。〃
〃But there was no Hurlstone on the passenger list either;〃 said
Brimmer。 〃I knew them all; and their friends。〃
〃Not in the list from the States; but if he came on board at
Callao; you wouldn't have known it。 I knew that he arrived there
on the Osprey a few days before the Excelsior sailed。〃
Mr。 Brimmer's eyes changed their expression。
〃And you want to find him?〃
〃No;〃 she said; with an actress's gesture。 〃I want to know the
truth。 I want to know if I am still tied to this man; or if I am
free to follow the dictates of my own conscience;to make my life
anew;to becomeyou see I am not ashamed to say itto become the
honest wife of some honest man。〃
〃A divorce would suit your purpose equally;〃 said Brimmer coldly。
〃It can be easily obtained。〃
〃A divorce! Do you know what that means to a woman in my
profession? It is a badge of shame;a certificate of disgrace;
an advertisement to every miserable wretch who follows me with his
advances that I have no longer the sanctity of girlhood; nor the
protection of a wife。〃
There was tragic emotion in her voice; there were tears in her
eyes。 Mr。 Brimmer; gazing at her with what he firmly thought to be
absolute and incisive penetration; did not believe either。 But
like most practical analysts of the half…motived sex; he was only
half right。 The emotion and the tears were as real as anything
else in the woman under criticism; notwithstanding that they were
not as real as they would have been in the man who criticised。 He;
however; did her full justice on a point where most men and all
women misjudged her: he believed that; through instinct and
calculation; she had been materially faithful to her husband; that
this large goddess…like physique had all the impeccability of a
goddess; that the hysterical dissipation in which she indulged
herself was purely mental; and usurped and preoccupied all other
emotions。 In this public exposition of her beauty there was no
sense of shame; for there was no sense of the passion it evoked。
And he was right。 But there he should have stopped。 Unfortunately;
his masculine logic forced him to supply a reason for her coldness
in the existence of some more absorbing passion。 He believed her
ambitious and calculating: she was neither。 He believed she might
have made him an admirable copartner and practical helpmeet: he was
wrong。
〃You know my secret now;〃 she continued。 〃You know why I am
anxious to know my fate。 You understand now why I sympathize
with〃she stopped; and made a half contemptuous gesture〃with
these men Markham and Keene。 THEY do not know it; perhaps they
prefer to listen to their own vanitythat's the way of most men;
but you do know it; and you have no excuse for misjudging me; or
undeceiving them。〃 She stopped and looked at the clock。 〃They
will be here in five minutes; do you wish them to find you already
here?〃
〃It is as YOU wish;〃 stammered Brimmer; completely losing his self…
possession。
〃I have no wish;〃 she said; with a sublime gesture of indifference。
〃If you wait you can entertain them here; while Rosina is dressing
me in the next room。 We sup in the larger room across the hall。〃
As she disappeared; Quincy Brimmer rose irresolutely from his seat
and checked a half uttered exclamation。 Then he turned nervously
to the parlor…door。 What a senseless idiot he had become! He had
never for an instant conceived the idea of making this preliminary
confidential visit known to the others; he had no wish to suggest
the appearance of an assignation with the woman; who; rightly or
wrongly; was notorious; he had nothing to gain by this voluntary
assumption of a compromising attitude; yet here he was; heMr。
Brimmerwith the appearance of being installed in her parlor;
receiving her visitors; and dispensing her courtesies。 Only a man
recklessly in love would be guilty of such an indiscretioneven
Markham's feebleness had never reached this absurdity。 In the
midst of his uneasiness there was a knock at the door; he opened it
himself nervously and sharply。 Markham's self…satisfied face drew
back in alarm and embarrassment at the unexpected apparition。 The
sight restored Brimmer's coolness and satirical self…possession。
〃IIdidn't know you were here;〃 stammered Markham。 〃I left
Keene in your room。〃
〃Then why didn't you bring him along with you?〃 said Brimmer
maliciously。 〃Go and fetch him。〃
〃Yes; but he said you were to meet him there;〃 continued Markham;
glancing around the empty room with a slight expression of relief。
〃My watch was twenty minutes fast; and I had given him up;〃 said
Brimmer; with mendacious effrontery。 〃Miss Montgomery is dressing。
You can bring him here before she returns。〃
Markham flew uneasily down the corridor and quickly returned with a
handsome young fellow of five…and…twenty; whose frank face was
beaming with excitement and youthful energy。 The two elder men
could not help regarding him with a mingled feeling of envy and
compassion。
〃Did you tell Brimmer yet?〃 said Keene; with animation。
〃I haven't had time;〃 hesitated Markham。 〃The fact is; Brimmer; I
think of going with Keene on this expedition。〃
〃Indeed!〃 said Brimmer superciliously。
〃Yes;〃 said Markham; coloring slightly。 〃You see; we've got news。
Tell him; Dick。〃
〃The Storm Cloud got in yesterday from Valparaiso and Central
American ports;〃 said Keene; with glowing cheeks。 〃I boarded her;
as usual; last night; for information。 The mate says there is a
story of a man picked up crazy; in an open fishing…boat; somewhere
off the peninsula; and brought into hospital at San Juan last
August。 He recovered enough lately to tell his story and claim to
be Captain Bunker of the Excelsior; whose crew mutinied and ran her
ashore in a fog。 But the boat in which he was picked up was a
Mexican fishing…boat; and there was something revolutionary and
political about the story; so that the authorities detained him。
The consul has just been informed of the circumstances; and has
taken the matter in hand。〃
〃It's a queer story;〃 said Brimmer; gazing from the one to the
other; 〃and I will look into it also to…morrow。 If it is true;〃 he
added slowly; 〃I will go with you。〃
Richard Keene extended his hand impulsively to his two elders。
〃You'll excuse me for saying it; Brimmerand you; too; Markham
but this is just what I've been looking forward to。 Not but what
I'd have found Nell without your assistance; but you see; boys; it
DID look mighty mean in me to make more fuss about a sister than
you would for your wives! But now that it's all settled〃
〃We'll go to supper;〃 said Miss Montgomery theatrically; appearing
at the door。 〃Dick will give me his arm。〃
CHAPTER II。
THE MOURNERS AT TODOS SANTOS。
There was a breath of spring in the soft morning air of Todos
Santosa breath so subtle and odorous tha