2006年第03期-第12章
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成为团长
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团长在梦里打过仗
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真正打仗了
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团长却老了
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1988年3月9日战区
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老兵
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新兵信多
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老兵病多
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新兵通向老兵的路
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铺满药片
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和情书
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老兵床下塞着一大堆履历
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假日由新兵掏出来
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洗了又洗
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而老兵
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总是横睡在怀表里
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作为假日休止的
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时间
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宽容的瘦黄的女人
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属于老兵
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寡味的笨重的生活
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属于老兵
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老兵的儿子
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二岁就会骂人
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五岁就能上树
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八岁就被打掉三颗门牙
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这些老兵不知道
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老兵出门时
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总是扔下一长串债务
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让妻子去慢慢喂养
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然后随便在什么地方
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扔掉一条腿
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勋章
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成为老兵的轮椅
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1988年3月30日战区
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想象死亡
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这一天还遥远呵
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（说它遥远是因它太近太近）
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它绝对不露声色
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却时时扫描你的警觉
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像迷津淹没在神秘的白色雾海
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所有的打捞都枉费心机
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像视野里沥雨不断的南方
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生长一片茫然
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没有任何威胁盘旋
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盘旋的只是人类的潜能
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投影在士兵的意识河里
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急速流淌着
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发出像他们久蹲天然岩洞
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关节发出的异响
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于是他们匍匐在战壕的红壤之上
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向地平线的另一端
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射出命运的弧
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生命之舟便这样出发了
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烟头
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是最简易最隐秘的备忘录
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常常在他们的耳朵旁
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耸立成消息树
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并且结满岁月的机智果
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一旦有人宣布要分手了
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烟头便成为他的全部行装
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一直陪伴他到达目的地
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这些沉默无语的烟头
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有时候还会点燃
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士兵的某种情绪
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或者某种不可名状的感觉
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老兵讥笑这是胆怯与惊慌
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于是将烟头瓜分了
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并且填入阵地日志
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这一刻无踪无迹
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但的确存在
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它降临
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很可能不像四处流窜的耗子
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偷吃士兵的干粮或寻偶交媾
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那般明目张胆
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他们将在处处设防
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充分想象过它之后
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突然与它
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遭遇
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难说
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谁战败谁
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1987年9月28日战区
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掩体对话录
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老兵
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我去丛林撒尿
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会不会触雷
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——就地解决
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老兵
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弹片击中头盔
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脑袋痛吗
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——头盔痛
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1987年5月31日战区
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被爱就是被阳光覆盖
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这是一个可怕的夜晚
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现在是凌晨一点
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失眠作为诗人的职业道德
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已使我无法拒绝
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天下寂静如睡
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而我却期待有个人
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共同分享自由
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以及创造的欲念
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无论你是谁
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正如我远离阳光一样
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你远离着我
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被时空分割的痛苦
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才真正叫作痛苦
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这一点
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是我们共同的财富
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你坐在阳光厚厚的积雪之上
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一种自上而上的力量
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照耀着我的感觉
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你怎能体会到，
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被爱就是被阳光覆盖
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黑夜如水
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已经漫过我的头顶
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阳光之手圣洁无比
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一寸一寸
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抚摸我的肌肤
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这时候一切都是静止的
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包括呼吸与心跳
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包括我对你
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无休无止的赞美
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你只相信过一个人
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而我
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注定会欺骗你一生
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1992年12月3日石家庄
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（选自诗集《高贵》，河北人民出版社）
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＇作者简介＇简明，张国明，诗集《高贵》由河北人民出版社出版。作品曾获《星星》诗刊一等奖，《诗神》一等奖，《昆仑》优秀作品奖。多年军旅生涯，现任河北省作家协会河北文学馆馆长。
西川组诗
■ 西 川
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夜行
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鬼魂栩栩如生的夜晚。没有同伴，没有手电筒，
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我走直径横穿大地之圆。
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祖国分布在公路的两侧。大雨下在两座
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城市之间。
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我有鸟的幻想、蛇的忧患。
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远方。树林迎接我靠近：
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树叶滴雨，树脚发麻，闪电叫它们相互看见。
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喜悦
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一匹马拉一车晚霞走进田野。
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寂静的田野。辽阔的田野。有玻璃碴
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掺入泥土的田野。
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我像小资一样播撒晚霞如播撒粪肥，
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我像农民一样收割丛丛黑夜。
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我一身香味但我是个男人。
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我的脚陷进泥土但我的身体在上升。
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不知道什么鸟在叫，
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我管不住我的心。
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上推不出三代呵
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上推不出三代呵，我也是这小街上
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坐小板凳吃米粉的人。
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上推不出三代呵，我也会驼着背，
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拄着拐，豁着牙，在家门口傻笑。
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上推不出三代呵，我家中
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也供着天地宗亲师的牌位。
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上推不出三代呵，我也会无所事事，
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打字牌下象棋直到天黑。
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青山绿水，太多了。
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面向秀丽的青山，我竟然睡着了。
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苍蝇在我脸上飞来飞去，
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我竟然睡到了三代以前。
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（选自2005．11．8《新京报》）
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秋雨（外—首）
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史幼波
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当你真的变了，变得卑微
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变得跟尘土一模一样
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把前额，低低靠到那双脚上
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秋雨就下来了——
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你膝盖柔软，跟女人
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温扑扑的心一样
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轻触一下，就会低鸣一声
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你知道整个世界都软下来了
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就像用小刀割啊割
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疼得你又心酸，又幸福
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秋雨溅起了太多尘土
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从早上到夜里
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从风水阆苑，一直到
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雾蒙蒙的成都。这些尘土
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曾经都是一个个巨大的石头啊！
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它们也曾跟你一样坚硬
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骄傲，如今被打磨成粉
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跟老支矶石街一样
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转瞬之间，便子虚乌有
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你真的变了。秋雨溅起尘土
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也溅满你的膝盖
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它就这么小刀一样割啊割
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要把所有的石头割软
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疼得它们又心酸，又幸福
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腐
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在这条小街上住得太久
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你快腐烂成一具尸体了
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冬青、银杏一声招呼
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梧桐叶子便掐进你的肉
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树根也往你的肉里掐
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你的温暖、娇艳，已腐殖成肥
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冬之将至，你是否已
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提前尝到那敏感的、溃败的滋味？
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你无意长进这座城市
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它们却有意往你身子里长
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你被树根吮吸，体内的每一粒盐
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都让你想起同一片大海
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你被秋日融化，即使空空荡荡
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仍剩下一分微不足道的热
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在这条尘土孵出的小街里
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你滚烫的肉体，就要漂亮地腐烂了
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那么，请彻底一点吧！——
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阳光会照旧打扫这沿街陈腐
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虽然你还没见过大海
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但经上说：大海不容死尸！
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（选《星星》2005年4月号）
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和平鸽
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孙晓杰
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你能在战争的履带前惊飞
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就叫你和平
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