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aan察that this is a housewife。 whats the difference between the two拭well察mrs。 van d。 does the cooking and mother does the dishes and polishes the furniture。
numbers six and seven。 i wont say much about father and me。 the former is the most modest person at the table。 he always looks to see whether the others have been served first。 he needs nothing for himself察the best things are for the children。
hes goodness personified。 seated next to him is the annexs little bundle of nerves。
dussel。 help yourself察keep your eyes on the food察eat and dont talk。 and if you have to say something察then for goodness sake talk about food。 that doesnt lead to quarrels察just to bragging。 he consumes enormous portions察and ;no; is not part of his vocabulary察whether the food is good or bad。
pants that e up to his chest察a red jacket察black patent´leather slippers and horn´rimmed glasses thats how he looks when hes at work at the little table察always studying and never progressing。 this is interrupted only by his afternoon nap察food and his favorite spot the bathroom。 three察four or five times a day theres bound to be someone waiting outside the bathroom door察hopping impatiently from one foot to another察trying to hold it in and barely managing。 does dussel care
not a whit。 from seven´fifteen to seven´thirty察from twelve´thirty to one察from two to two´fifteen察from four to four´fifteen察from six to six´fifteen察from eleven´thirty to twelve。 you can set your watch by them察these are the times for his ;regular sessions。; he never deviates or lets himself be swayed by the voices outside the door察begging him to open up before a disaster occurs。
number nine is not part of our annex family察although she does share our house and table。 hep has a healthy appetite。 she cleans her plate and isnt choosy。 heps easy to please and that pleases us。 she can be characterized as follows此cheerful察good´humored察kind and willing。
tuesday察august 10察1943
dearest kitty察
a new idea此during meals i talk more to myself than to the others察which has two advantages。 first察theyre glad they dont have to listen to my continuous chatter察and second察i dont have to get annoyed by their opinions。 i dont think my opinions are stupid but other people do察so its better to keep them to myself。 i apply the same tactic when i have to eat something i loathe。 i put the dish in front of me察pretend its delicious察avoid looking at it as much as possible察and its gone before ive had time to realize what it is。 when i get up in the morning察another very disagreeable moment察i leap out of bed察think to myself察 youll be slipping back under the covers soon察─walk to the window察take down the blackout screen察sniff at the crack until i
feel a bit of fresh air察and im awake。 i strip the bed as fast as i can so i wont be tempted to get back in。 do you know what mother calls this sort of thing拭the art of living。 isnt that a funny expression
weve all been a little confused this past week because our dearly beloved westertoren bells have been carted off to be melted down for the war察so we have no idea of the exact time察either night or day。 i still have hopes that theyll e up with a substitute察made of tin or copper or some such thing察to remind the neighborhood of the clock。
everywhere i go察upstairs or down察they all cast admiring glances at my feet察which are adorned by a pair of exceptionally beautiful for times like these。 shoes。 miep managed to snap them up for 27。50 guilders。 burgundy´colored suede and leather with medium´sized high heels。 i feel as if i were on stilts察and look even taller than i already am。
yesterday was my unlucky day。 i pricked my right thumb with the blunt end of a big needle。 as a result察margot had to peel potatoes for me take the good with the bad察and writing was awkward。 then i bumped into the cupboard door so hard it nearly knocked me over察and was scolded for making such a racket。 they wouldnt let me run water to bathe my forehead察so now im walking around with a giant lump over my right eye。 to make matters worse察the little toe on my right foot got stuck in the vacuum cleaner。 it bled and hurt察but my other ailments were already causing me so much trouble that i let this one slide察which was stupid of me察because now im walking around with an infected toe。 what with the salve察the gauze and the tape察i cant get my heavenly new shoe on my foot。
dussel has put us in danger for the umpteenth time。 he actually had miep bring him a book察an anti´mussolini tirade察which has been banned。 on the way here she was knocked down by an ss motorcycle。 she lost her head and shouted ;you brutes ─and went on her way。 i dont dare think what would have happened if shed been taken down to headquarters。
yours察anne
a daily chore in our little munity此peeling potatoes
one person goes to get some newspapers察another察the knives keeping the best for himself察of course察the third察the potatoes察and the fourth察the water。
mr。 dussel begins。 he may not always peel them very well察but he does peel nonstop
glancing left and right to see if everyone is doing it the way he does。 no察theyre not
;look察anne察i am taking peeler in my hand like so and going from the top to bottom
nein察not so 。 。 。 but so≠
;i think my way is easier察mr。 dussel察─i say tentatively。
;but this is best way察anne。 this you can take from me。 of course察it is no matter察you do the way you want。
we go on peeling。 i glance at dussel out of the corner of my eye。 lost in thought察he shakes his head over me察no doubt察but says no more。
i keep on peeling。 then i look at father察on the other side of me。 to father察peeling potatoes is not a chore察but precision work。 when he reads察he has a deep wrinkle in the back of his head。 but when hes preparing potatoes察beans or vegetables察he seems to be totally absorbed in his task。 he puts on his potato´peeling face察and when its set in that particular way察it would be impossible for him to turn out anything less than a perfectly peeled potato。
i keep on working。 i glance up for a second察but thats all the time i need。 mrs。 van d。 is trying to attract dussels attention。 she starts by looking in his direction察but dussel pretends not to notice。 she winks察but dussel goes on peeling。 she laughs察but dussel still doesnt look up。 then mother laughs too察but dussel pays them no mind。
having failed to achieve her goal察mrs。 van d。 is obliged to change tactics。 theres a brief silence。 then she says察 putti察why dont you put on an apron拭otherwise察ill have to spend all day tomorrow trying to get the spots out of your suit≠
;im not getting it dirty。
another brief silence。 ;putti察why dont you sit down拭 im fine this way。 i like standing up≠
silence。
;putti察look out察du spritzt schon ─* *now youre splashing。А i know察mommy察but im being careful。
mrs。 van d。 casts about for another topic。 ;tell me察putti察why arent the british
carrying out any bombing raids today垂
;because the weathers bad察kerli≠
;but yesterday it was such nice weather and they werent flying then either。
;lets drop the subject。
;why拭cant a person talk about that or offer an opinion拭 well察why in the world not垂
;oh察be quiet察mammichen * *mommyА mr。 frank always answers his wife。
mr。 van d。 is trying to control himself。 this remark always rubs him the wrong way察but mrs。 van d。s not one to quit此 oh察theres never going to be an invasion≠
mr。 van d。 turns white察and when she notices it察mrs。 van d。 turns red察but shes not about to be deterred此 the british arent doing a thing≠
the bomb bursts。 ;and now shut up察donnerwetter noch mal* *for crying out loud ┌Аmother can barely stifle a laugh察and i stare straight ahead。
scenes like these are repeated almost daily察unless theyve just had a terrible fight。 in that case察neither mr。 nor mrs。 van d。 says a word。
its time for me to get some more potatoes。 i go up to the attic察where peter is busy picking fleas from the cat。
he looks up察the cat notices it察and whoosh。 。 。 hes gone。 out the window and into the rain gutter。
peter swears察i laugh and slip out of the room。
freedom in the annex five´thirty。 beps arrival signals the beginning of our nightly freedom。 things get
going right away。 i go upstairs with bep察who usually has her dessert before the rest of us。 the moment she sits down察mrs。 van d。 begins stating her wishes。 her list usually starts with ;oh察by the way察bep察something else id like。 。 。; bep winks at me。 mrs。 van d。 doesnt miss a chance to make her wishes known to whoever es upstairs。 it must be one of the reasons none of them like to go up there。
five forty´five。 bep leaves。 i go down two floors to have a look around此first to the kitchen察then to the private office and then to the coal bin to open the cat door for mouschi。
after a long tour of inspection察i wind up in mr。 kuglers office。 mr。 van daan is bing all the drawers and files for todays mail。 peter picks up boche and the warehouse key察pim lugs the typewriters upstairs察margot looks around for a quiet place to do her office work察mrs。 van d。 puts a kettle of water on the stove察mother es down the stairs with a pan of potatoes察we all know our jobs。
soon peter es back from the warehouse。 the first question they ask him is whether hes remembered the bread。 no察he hasnt。 he crouches before the door to the front office to make himself as small as possible and crawls on his hands and knees to the steel cabinet察takes out the bread and starts to leave。 at any rate察thats what he intends to do察but before he knows whats happened察mouschi has jumped over him and gone to sit under the desk。
peter looks all around him。 aha察theres the cat he crawls back into the office and grabs the cat by the tail。 mouschi hisses察peter sighs。 what has he acplished
mouschis now sitting by the window licking herself察very pleased at having escaped peters clutches。 peter has no choice but to lure her with a piece of bread。 mouschi takes the bait察follows him out察and the door closes。
i watch the entire scene through a crack in the door。
mr。 van daan is angry and slams the door。 margot and i exchange looks and think the same thing此he must have worked himself into a rage again because of some blunder on mr。 kuglers part察and hes forgotten all about the keg pany next door。
another step is heard in the hallway。 dussel es in察goes toward the window with an air of propriety察sniffs。 。 。 coughs察sneezes and clears his throat。 hes out of luck it was pepper。 he continues on to the front office。 the curtains are open察which means he cant get at his writing paper。 he disappears with a scowl。
margot and i exchange another glance。 ;one less page for his sweetheart tomorrow察─i
hear her say。 i nod in agreement。
an elephants tread is heard on the stairway。 its dussel察seeking fort in his favorite spot。
we continue working。 knock察knock察knock。 。 。 three taps means dinnertime
monday察august 23察1943
wenn die uhr halb neune schlaat 。 。 。* * when the clock strikes half past eight。Аmargot and mother are nervous。 ;shh 。 。 。 father。 be quiet察otto。 shh 。 。 。 pim its eight´thirty。
e here察you cant run the