the black robe-第15章
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said。
Father Benwell took her hand。 〃A true Christian only feels
offenses to pardon them；〃 he remarked； in his priestly and
paternal character。 〃You have shown me； Miss Notman； that _you_
are a true Christian。 My evening has indeed been well spent。 God
bless you！〃
He pressed her hand； he shed on her the light of his fatherly
smile； he sighed； and took his leave。 Miss Notman's eyes followed
him out with devotional admiration。
Father Benwell still preserved his serenity of temper when he was
out of the housekeeper's sight。 One important discovery he had
made； in spite of the difficulties placed in his way。 A
compromising circumstance had unquestionably occurred in Stella's
past life； and； in all probability； a man was in some way
connected with it。 〃My evening has not been entirely thrown
away；〃 he thought； as he ascended the stairs which led from the
housekeeper's room to the hall。
CHAPTER VII。
THE INFLUENCE OF STELLA。
ENTERING the hall； Father Benwell heard a knock at the house
door。 The servants appeared to recognize the knockthe porter
admitted Lord Loring。
Father Benwell advanced and made his bow。 It was a perfect
obeisance of its kindrespect for Lord Loring； unobtrusively
accompanied by respect for himself。 〃Has your lordship been
walking in the park？〃 he inquired。
〃I have been out on business；〃 Lord Loring answered； 〃and I
should like to tell you about it。 If you can spare me a few
minutes； come into the library。 Some time since；〃 he resumed；
when the door was closed； 〃I think I mentioned that my friends
had been speaking to me on a subject of some importancethe
subject of opening my picture gallery occasionally to the
public。〃
〃I remember；〃 said Father Benwell。 〃Has your lordship decided
what to do？〃
〃Yes。 I have decided （as the phrase is） to 'go with the times；'
and follow the example of other owners of picture g alleries。
Don't suppose I ever doubted that it is my duty to extend； to the
best of my ability； the civilizing influences of Art。 My only
hesitation in the matter arose from a dread of some accident
happening； or some injury being done； to the pictures。 Even now；
I can only persuade myself to try the experiment under certain
restrictions。〃
〃A wise decision； undoubtedly；〃 said Father Benwell。 〃In such a
city as this； you could hardly open your gallery to anybody who
happens to pass the house…door。〃
〃I am glad you agree with me； Father。 The gallery will be open
for the first time on Monday。 Any respectably…dressed person；
presenting a visiting card at the offices of the librarians in
Bond Street and Regent Street； will receive a free ticket of
admission； the number of tickets； it is needless to say； being
limited； and the gallery being only open to the public two days
in the week。 You will be here； I suppose； on Monday？〃
〃Certainly。 My work in the library； as your lordship can see； has
only begun。〃
〃I am very anxious about the success of this experiment；〃 said
Lord Loring。 〃Do look in at the gallery once or twice in the
course of the day； and tell me what your own impression is。〃
Having expressed his readiness to assist 〃the experiment〃 in
every possible way； Father Benwell still lingered in the library。
He was secretly conscious of a hope that he might； at the
eleventh hour； be invited to join Romayne at the dinner…table。
Lord Loring only looked at the clock on the mantel…piece： it was
nearly time to dress for dinner。 The priest had no alternative
but to take the hint； and leave the house。
Five minutes after he had withdrawn； a messenger delivered a
letter for Lord Loring； in which Father Benwell's interests were
directly involved。 The letter was from Romayne； it contained his
excuses for breaking his engagement； literally at an hour's
notice。
〃Only yesterday；〃 he wrote； 〃I had a return of what you； my dear
friend； call 'the delusion of the voice。' The nearer the hour of
your dinner approaches； the more keenly I fear that the same
thing may happen in your house。 Pity me； and forgive me。〃
Even good…natured Lord Loring felt some difficulty in pitying and
forgiving； when he read these lines。 〃This sort of caprice might
be excusable in a woman；〃 he thought。 〃A man ought really to be
capable of exercising some self…control。 Poor Stella！ And what
will my wife say？〃
He walked up and down the library； with Stella's disappointment
and Lady Loring's indignation prophetically present in his mind。
There was； however； no help for ithe must accept his
responsibility； and be the bearer of the bad news。
He was on the point of leaving the library； when a visitor
appeared。 The visitor was no less a person than Romayne himself。
〃Have I arrived before my letter？〃 he asked eagerly。
Lord Loring showed him the letter。
〃Throw it into the fire；〃 he said； 〃and let me try to excuse
myself for having written it。 You remember the happier days when
you used to call me the creature of impulse？ An impulse produced
that letter。 Another impulse brings me here to disown it。 I can
only explain my strange conduct by asking you to help me at the
outset。 Will you carry your memory back to the day of the medical
consultation on my case？ I want you to correct me； if I
inadvertently misrepresent my advisers。 Two of them were
physicians。 The third； and last； was a surgeon； a personal friend
of yours； and _he_； as well as I recollect； told you how the
consultation ended？〃
〃Quite right； Romayneso far。〃
〃The first of the two physicians；〃 Romayne proceeded； 〃declared
my case to be entirely attributable to nervous derangement； and
to be curable by purely medical means。 I speak ignorantly； but；
in plain English； that； I believe； was the substance of what he
said？〃
〃The substance of what he said；〃 Lord Loring replied； 〃and the
substance of his prescriptionswhich； I think； you afterward
tore up？〃
〃If you have no faith in a prescription；〃 said Romayne； 〃that is；
in my opinion； the best use to which you can put it。 When it came
to the turn of the second physician； he differed with the first；
as absolutely as one man can differ with another。 The third
medical authority； your friend the surgeon； took a middle course；
and brought the consultation to an end by combining the first
physician's view and the second physician's view； and mingling
the two opposite forms of treatment in one harmonious result？〃
Lord Loring remarked that this was not a very respectful way of
describing the conclusion of the medical proceedings。 That it was
the conclusion； however； he could not honestly deny。
〃As long as I am right；〃 said Romayne； 〃nothing else appears to
be of much importance。 As I told you at the time； the second
physician appeared to me to be the only one of the three
authorities who really understood my case。 Do you mind giving me；
in few words； your own impression of what he said？〃
〃Are you sure that I shall not distress you？〃
〃On the contrary； you may help me to hope。〃
〃As I remember it；〃 said Lord Loring； 〃the doctor did not deny
the influence of the body over the mind。 He was quite willing to
admit that the state of your nervous system might be one； among
other predisposing causes； which led youI really hardly like to
go on。〃
〃Which led me；〃 Romayne continued； finishing the sentence for his
friend； 〃to feel that I never shall forgive myselfaccident or
no accidentfor having taken that man's life。 Now go on。〃
〃The delusion that you still hear the voice；〃 Lord Loring
proceeded； 〃is； in the doctor's opinion； the moral result of the
morbid state of your mind at the time when you really heard the
voice on the scene of the duel。 The influence acts physically； of
course； by means of certain nerves。 But it is essentially a moral
influence； and its power over you is greatly maintained by the
self…accusing view of the circumstances which you persist in
taking。 That； in substance； is my recollection of what the doctor
said。〃
〃And when he was asked what remedies he proposed to try；〃 Romayne
inquired； 〃do you remember his answer？ 'The mischief which moral
influences have caused； moral influences alone can remedy。' 〃
〃I remember；〃 said Lord Loring。 〃And he mentioned； as examples of
what he meant； the occurrence of some new and absorbing interest
in your life； or the working of some complete change in your
habits of thoughtor perhaps some influence exercised over you
by a person previously unknown； appearing under unforeseen
circumstances； or in scenes quite new to you。〃
Romayne's eyes sparkled。
〃Now you are coming to it！〃 he cried。 〃Now I feel sure that I
recall correctly the last words the doctor said： 'If my view is
the right one； I should not be surprised to hear that the
recovery which we all wish to see had found its beginning in such
apparently trifling circumstances as the tone of some other
person's voice or the influence of some other person's look。'
That plain expression of his opinion only occurred to my memory
after I had written my foolish letter of excuse。 I spare you the
course of other recollections that followed； to come at once to
the result。 For the first time I have the hope； the faint hope；
that the voice which haunts me has been once already controlled
by one of the influences of which the doctor spokethe influence
of a look。〃
If he had said this to Lady Loring； instead of to her husband；
she would have understood him at once。 Lord Loring asked for a
word more of explanation。
〃I told you yesterday；〃 Romayne answered； 〃that a dread of the
return of the voice had been present to me all the morning； and
that I had come to see the picture with an idea of trying if
change would relieve me。 While I was in the gallery I was free
from the dread； and free from the voice。 When I returned to the
hotel it tortured meand Mr。 Penrose； I grieve to say； saw what
I suffered。 You and I attributed the remission to the change of
scene。 I now believe we were both wrong。 Where was the change
